Chapter 550: 551、Relieved
Chapter 550 551, relieved
Lunar New Year’s Eve, according to the old ancestor’s rule, it is to keep the year old this evening, which means that the old and the new are welcome.
So everyone was not in a hurry to take a break. The New Year’s Eve dinner was eaten until half past nine. After the meal, a group of people sat in the hall again, knocking on the melon seeds, eating snacks, and continuing to chat.
The men gathered together to chat about people's livelihood and state affairs, while the women chatted about life and children.
It was not until this meeting that Qin Yiling had time to talk to Yan Pingping.
"How is it? Will you go to Eastern Province in the next year?"
Yan Pingping shook her head, “No, Su Xiaohong and the others have done a good job, and they are completely able to be alone. It is better for me to return to Chengdu. After all, my family is here.”
The last time she came back to the meeting, she knew that her brother-in-law helped her to test Zhou Yong's meaning. Although her brother-in-law didn't tell her clearly, she was already very clear in her heart.
It's impossible!
The reason why she looked like that last time she came back is because she got the answer during her stay in the Eastern Province.
Because she had been joking and playing with a group of people, she heard the other party frankly saying that she was his own sister, and let other people not bully her sister.
My sister?
This is your position and role in the opponent's mind.
The young Muai, who was ignorant for the first period in his life, was suppressed in a burst of obscurity.
She couldn’t say how to describe her own thoughts. There are disappointments and uncomfortable feelings, but she can’t say how painful and sad it is.
Since she was a child, she was very sensitive and somewhat inferior due to her status as a mother, so she didn’t have many friends in the village, and of course everyone didn’t like to play with herself.
While Zhou's family lives next door to their home, and because of her elder brother, she often visits the house. Gradually, she has become familiar with Zhou's family.
The only friend she can be called is Zhou Yulan.
So when she gets along with her little sister, she will inevitably be able to come into contact with Zhou Yong from time to time. In her eyes, he is as bright as his elder brother, and he loves his sister very much.
Every time he came back from a trip with his eldest brother, he would bring back a lot of delicious and fun things to Magnolia, which made her extremely envious.
Unfortunately, her awkward identity is destined to be unable to get along like Magnolia and her brother.
Zhou Yong is very filial and caring to his younger sister. He is also very gentle to himself. He is riding a big horse like his elder brother, and he is very eye-catching.
Gradually, she didn't know when her thoughts had subtle changes. Many girls in charge of the village liked him very much, but unfortunately, he was indifferent, and even ignored them.
This makes her mood even more secretive joy, maybe that is the girl's mind in Huaichun.
So, she watched silently, watching him become more and more mature and capable with his elder brother.
Originally, she thought that this relationship of hers would be able to hold the moon and see the moon, and the lover would eventually become a family member.
Unfortunately, things are counterproductive!
After all, she and Zhou Yong have no relationship.
No, maybe, she and Zhou Yong didn’t even have a ‘fate’, after all, she was only single-minded from beginning to end.
Qin Yiling was not surprised when he heard this, “It’s good to come back. It’s best for this family to stay together.”
Yan Pingping smiled, "Well, I also think that I will stay by your side and not leave."
Family affection is still the most precious in this world. This blood relationship and **** cannot be changed, and only family members will always guard by their side.
In fact, during the time she returned to Eastern Province this time, she thought a lot about it carefully.
Perhaps, her feelings for Zhou Yong are not as deep as she thinks.
In other words, perhaps what she missed was not Zhou Yong, a man, but the tall and safe male image she longed for during her young years of inferiority complex.
She didn't get the slightest love from her father since she was a child, and she never felt the love of her brother, so that when she was young, she longed for a tall and gentle object so much.
Because she was young, she had never had it before, so she put this longing and nostalgia on another person.
At that time, Zhou Yong was the only person she could come into contact with who most met her expectations.
She can resent her own father’s indifference to herself, but she can’t blame her elder brother because he is also the victim.
So, she can understand Big Brother very well.
Although the eldest brother has never treated herself like other brothers and sisters, she knows that the eldest brother did not show any anger in dealing with her and mother. On the contrary, he was very fair. When Zhao Mei'e's family did too much, he would still say something. Sentence.
Therefore, the eldest brother still recognizes her as a younger sister. With this, she is already very grateful and contented.
Now thinking about it, her feelings for Zhou Yong are not the love between men and women as she thinks, but the image of her elder brother she desires in him.
Thinking of this, Yan Pingping felt more relieved.
"Sister-in-law, don’t worry. I’m fine now. I have already figured it out. Maybe I don’t treat him as I always thought. You see, I’ve been sad for a while and it’s nothing."
Hearing this, Qin Yiling looked at Yan Pingping slightly astonished, and carefully observed her expression. She was very clear and calm, without any trace of reluctance or pretentious cover-up.
Thinking through it so quickly?
She was just about to say a few more words of comfort, but the second sister was relieved.
"It’s best if you can figure it out for yourself. When you meet the destined person in the future, you will understand that what you have experienced now is nothing at all."
Although I heard the second sister's words by accident, Qin Yiling understood after another thought. After all, when he was young, he was ignorant of the relationship between men and women, and liking a person often contained a lot of self-conceived colors.
Fantasy like this can easily make a young girl in her youth have an illusion.
The second sister said this, perhaps because she finally realized her feelings for Zhou Yong clearly.
If this is the case, that would be great.
Whether it is Zhou Yong or the second sister, they are both very important people around her and Ze Ge. If there is a gap between the two of them, they will feel uncomfortable in the middle.
Yan Pingping smiled and said, "Well, I see, thank you sister-in-law."
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At 11:50 late at night, Yan Ze and Yan Jiang left the hall.
Seeing this, Qin Yiling knew that the time was up, and she stood up and greeted everyone with a smile.
"Get up, everyone, let's go to the gate of the courtyard."
Hearing this, everyone stood up blankly. They didn't care about the two brothers Yan Ze going out together. They just went to the latrine together.
(End of this chapter)