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In her opinion, if she allowed herself to degenerate, she would be a shameless and vulgar woman with dissolute behavior.
This moral constraint was like a heavy shackle that tightly imprisoned her body and mind.
It is also because of this that Mrs. Lin has always adhered to this belief and self-discipline, relying on her strong willpower to hold on.
【ganxunノ╲1㈣⒐0③ 撒玖巴
Over such a long period of time, emotions surged in her heart like a flood, but the dam deep in Mrs. Lin's heart blocked them again and again.
But just yesterday, all the emotions that had been pent up for years suddenly burst out at a certain moment.
At that moment, the dam destroyed by Chen Xiaochuan finally burst, and the surging flood found a breakthrough and poured out in an instant.
Once this gap is torn, it is like opening Pandora's box. The water of emotions becomes more turbulent, unstoppable, and can no longer be contained.
As the repressed emotions were released, those feelings gushed out violently from the depths of the emotions like a raging and endless flood, fiercely washing away Mrs. Lin's rational defenses with an overwhelming force.
Rationality has completely evaporated...
However, at this critical moment when the flood was about to completely break through the dam, everything suddenly came to a halt! It was as if the pause button had been pressed, and all the noise and turmoil instantly fell silent.
The reason for all this was that Chen Xiaochuan suddenly stopped.
The sudden stillness brought Mrs. Lin an indescribable pain, as if there were millions of tiny ants gnawing at her skin and bone marrow at the same time, making her feel extremely itchy.
Mrs. Lin was so itchy that she wanted to scratch every inch of her skin with her hands frantically, as if this could alleviate the bone-eating pain.
However, no matter how hard she tried, she could not stop the terrible itching from spreading. Gradually, Mrs. Lin's sanity was devoured by this endless torture.
She fell into a coma in agony, and everything that Mrs. Lin had experienced played out over and over again in her dreams, like a movie playing on a loop.
In the dream, Mrs. Lin screamed and wanted to resist, but she could only watch it all happen, feeling the fear and despair surging from the bottom of her heart.
"Why do I have such a dream?"
The scenes in the dream kept flashing in Mrs. Lin's mind. The confused feeling of illusion and reality made her whole body hot.
The dream kept repeating, and each time it would stop abruptly at a critical moment...
The feeling of being so close at hand but never really being able to reach it was as if something was being grasped tightly around the heart, making Mrs. Lin restless and anxious.
This feeling is like a hungry person who sees a delicious-looking bun in front of him. However, when he can't wait to take a bite, he finds out that it is made of ethereal air.
No matter how much you chew and swallow, you can't get the slightest sense of fullness. Instead, this false swallowing makes you feel even hungrier.
Mrs. Lin seemed to be in a long and hopeless chase. The goal was right in front of her and within her reach, but every time she reached out to grab it, she found nothing.
Every time my heart is filled with desire and expectation, wanting to grasp it, but in the end I am swallowed up by deep loss and despair.
As time went by, the torment not only did not ease, but instead snowballed, making her more and more miserable.
It was an indescribable, suffocating pain that gnawed at every inch of Mrs. Lin's skin and soul, making her feel like she would be driven crazy at any time.
In this heart-wrenching torment, Mrs. Lin struggled through the long night.
Until the next morning...
Mrs. Lin dragged her heavy body slowly to the bathroom, sat on the cold toilet with her hot body, and everything she experienced last night kept flashing in her mind like a movie.
At first, Mrs. Lin was only angry. She gritted her teeth and thought that she must take revenge on Chen Xiaochuan.
But soon, as memories continued to resurface in his mind, the anger was gradually overwhelmed by another emotion.
Mrs. Lin couldn't help but close her eyes and think carefully about it...
But the more she thought about what happened yesterday, the more Mrs. Lin felt that feeling of depression coming back. What she didn't get in her dream, Mrs. Lin wanted to try to get in reality.
If it was in the past, Madam Lin would never do such a thing, but now she herself didn't know what was wrong, and she stretched out her hand for some unknown reason...
But soon, Mrs. Lin discovered to her horror that in reality, she seemed to have encountered the same thing as in her dream!
That is, no matter how much hardship and effort you put in, you must never let the solid dam deep in your heart that curbs your emotions have even the slightest crack, let alone a complete collapse!
"No! It won't be like that!"
After Lin Nuo left, Mrs. Lin was the only one left in the room.
Try again...
But after a long time, time passed by, and Mrs. Lin still got nothing.
Not only that, the situation has become worse.
The more desperately she tried to hold on to that feeling, the stronger that creepy feeling of "hunger" became, attacking her rational defenses with unstoppable force.
At this moment, Mrs. Lin had fallen into a state of near insanity. Her mind seemed to be controlled and she had lost the ability to control herself. Her expression was distorted and looked hideous.
However, no matter how hard she tried, the end result was just like yesterday's nightmare, completely ineffective.
Chapter 82: Mrs. Lin's Fear
“Wuwuwuwuwu… Why! Why did I become like this! This, this is not me!”
Mrs. Lin washed her face to clear her mind. She felt very strange. Her body seemed to have a desire that she had never had before.
Mrs. Lin used to be a normal woman. She had human desires, but she could suppress them with her willpower. But now Mrs. Lin's willpower is useless.
No matter how patient she tried, she just couldn't control her behavior. She only stopped when she was too tired to lift her hands anymore.
In order to calm herself down, Mrs. Lin splashed cold water on her face. The cold temperature calmed her hot body temperature a little.
She looked at her haggard self in the mirror and felt so unfamiliar. Would her former self have shown such an attitude?
"What on earth did Chen Xiaochuan do to me!"
Mrs. Lin didn't believe that she would become like this just because of something like that. If this was really the case, then there would be few normal women in the world, and they would all become crazy after marrying a man.
So Mrs. Lin thought that this matter was not that simple. Chen Xiaochuan must have secretly poisoned her, causing her to become like this. She must get the antidote from Chen Xiaochuan!
Otherwise, if this continues, I will definitely go crazy.
"Mother, mother?"
There was a knock on the bathroom door, and Lin Nuo's voice came from the other side of the door.
Lin Nuo went to prepare breakfast for her mother. It took her nearly ten minutes from the time she left to the time she came back. Then she found that her mother was still in the bathroom and had not come out.
Lin Nuo couldn't help but worry. Did something happen to her mother that was why she stayed in the bathroom for so long?
"Daughter? What's wrong?"
"It's okay. I just want to ask why you haven't come out of the bathroom for so long, mother?"
"I, I washed my face."
Mrs. Lin quickly took a towel to wipe her wet face and hair, looked in the mirror, tried her best to look better, then opened the bathroom door and walked out.
"Mom, are you okay?"
Lin Nuo keenly noticed the fatigue in her mother's expression. Mrs. Lin was a strong woman. Even when she had not rested for several days due to work, she had never shown such a tired expression. But now she did.
Lin Nuo thought that Chen Xiaochuan must have caused serious harm to his mother, which caused her to become like this!
"It's okay, I'm just a little hungry."
Mrs. Lin quickly found an excuse to change the subject. Lin Nuo understood what his mother meant. His mother was not the kind of person who would give in, so it was better for him not to ask any further questions.
"Mom, I brought you your favorite breakfast."
Lin Nuo placed the exquisite lunch box on the table in the room and sat in front of the table. Mrs. Lin looked at the exquisite food, but she couldn't eat it at all.
The aroma of the food lingered in her nose, but Mrs. Lin felt it was bland. She couldn't help but recall the strong scent of Chen Xiaochuan.
Just thinking about it, her mouth began to drool unconsciously.
"Gulu."
Seeing her mother swallowing her saliva, Lin Nuo really thought that she was hungry, so she put the breakfast in front of her and said, "Eat, mother."
"Yeah." In order to prevent her daughter from worrying, Mrs. Lin forced a smile and ate the food her daughter brought her.
In fact, Mrs. Lin was not hungry at all. She always felt that her stomach was bloated, as if it was filled with something, pressing against her stomach, so she did not feel hungry at all.
Thinking of this, Mrs. Lin couldn't help but touch her belly button with one hand.
She could clearly feel yesterday that Chen Xiaochuan had been to this position.
"Is this still a human?"
Mrs. Lin had a husband, but when she met her husband, she was already in the advanced stage of lung cancer. The cancer cells had spread throughout her body. She could not eat or drink. She was so emaciated that she was just skin and bones and could not even speak.
If it weren't for the tens of thousands of dollars worth of nutrition that he spent every day, he would have died long ago.
Anyway, there was no love between the two of them, it was a family marriage, so he was pushed into a wheelchair and held a wedding with Mrs. Lin with the help of others.
There was no bridal chamber after the wedding. The man was sent directly to the intensive care unit of the hospital and died within a few days.
Fortunately, Lin's mother had foresight and had asked the man to prepare frozen sperm when he fell ill, just in case.
It was thanks to this that Mrs. Lin was able to have her own daughter.
So, let alone having a marital relationship with her husband, Mrs. Lin had never even seen her husband's body.
Mrs. Lin didn't know what a man should look like, but even though she had never seen one, she felt that Chen Xiaochuan was definitely beyond ordinary people!
It's impossible for a normal person to have this size, it's really scary.
Mrs. Lin couldn't help but tremble in her legs just thinking back to the powerful stimulation she had felt yesterday.
"Mother, what's wrong with you?"
Seeing that his mother looked absent-minded, Lin Nuo couldn't help but ask.
"Nothing." Mrs. Lin shook her head. She certainly couldn't tell her daughter what she was thinking. If her daughter knew, how would she view herself in the future?
"Mother, are you thinking about Chen Xiaochuan? Don't worry, the guy who hurt you didn't run away. He is locked up in our house."
"What? He didn't leave?"
Suddenly, Mrs. Lin became excited. When she heard that Chen Xiaochuan was still in her home, she felt a different impulse.
What Chen Xiaochuan brought to me was something I could never achieve no matter how hard I tried.
So he went back home and continued to ask Chen Xiaochuan to open the floodgates for him?
"What am I thinking about!"
The moment this thought came into her mind, Mrs. Lin shook her head violently!
This idea is really too obscene! How could a CEO of a group like me do such a thing?
"Mother, what's wrong with you?"
"Let him go." Mrs. Lin took a deep breath and then said.
"Why?" Lin Nuo's eyes widened, wondering why his mother didn't want to settle accounts with Chen Xiaochuan! How could she let Chen Xiaochuan go when he had done something to hurt her mother?
"Daughter, you don't understand. That man is not a simple person. It's better for us not to have anything to do with him anymore."
Mrs. Lin was able to maintain her sanity for the time being. After what happened yesterday, Mrs. Lin realized how terrible this man was.
Mrs. Lin had a premonition that if she continued to be entangled with Chen Xiaochuan, she would end up in a very tragic situation. She had to cut off her relationship with Chen Xiaochuan before the worst result happened.
Otherwise, not only myself, but also my daughter might...
Chapter 83 Lin Nuo's Revenge
Mrs. Lin was scared. Her premonitions were always accurate. She felt that Chen Xiaochuan was no ordinary person, so she added so many bodyguards to protect herself, but in the end she still fell into Chen Xiaochuan's hands.
Mrs. Lin now felt that Chen Xiaochuan was a person who was not easy to mess with. If she continued to tangle with him, both she and Lin Nuo would be in trouble.
For the sake of her daughter, even though Mrs. Lin suffered such a great humiliation, she decided to swallow her anger and let the matter go.
"Impossible, mother! I will never let Chen Xiaochuan go!"
This was the first time that Lin Nuo disobeyed Mrs. Lin's words. She was so excited that she even slammed the table!
Chen Xiaochuan hurt his mother, Lin Nuo would never let him go!
"That's enough, daughter. We shouldn't be so petty anymore. Let's just put this matter behind us."
Mrs. Lin shook her head. She couldn't imagine how she would feel if her daughter suffered the same thing as herself. She would definitely collapse completely, right?
Chen Xiaochuan has a special magical power, and Mrs. Lin doesn't want to provoke him again.