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The nameless fire of anger is burning, why, why, as soon as I fall in love with someone, someone has to stop me.
This was how I was when I was weak, and even after I became banned, I still couldn't escape this ridiculous fate...
"Then the third test you gave me, why did you fall in love with him?"
Now, every word Bibi Dong speaks is filled with endless bitterness.
"Your question is ridiculous. If you fall in love with someone, can't you kill him? If you kill him, you will get the chance of eternal life. If he loves you too, I believe he will happily accept death after knowing it."
"I would rather not have this kind of eternal life..."
God Rakshasa was very satisfied with Bibi Dong's current mood. She showed her final trump card: "Bibi Dong, you may have made a mistake."
"What's the matter?" Bibi Dong asked subconsciously.
"Now you are Pope Bibi Dong, who has a daughter named Qian Renxue; not the Bibi Donger in your memory, the one who had a boy with Tang Yinsheng."
"That's all I have to say. By the way, in view of your disobedience to me, the difficulty of the fourth test has been upgraded. Take your time and see for yourself."
After saying that, the Rakshasa God disappeared instantly, leaving only Bibi Dong with a dull look on his face.
I, I am Bibi Dong, not Bibi Donger... No, I am Bibi Donger, no, who am I...
The severe pain caused Bibi Dong to hold her head tightly with both hands, and her huddled body fell down weakly.
The nightmare in her heart rose again. This time, Tang Yin, the only one who could help her, was seriously injured and lying on the ground. At this time, Bibi Dong's eyes were lifeless, and reality and memory collided again.
In the memory, she was Tang Yin's childhood sweetheart. The two had known each other since childhood and were very close. They both gave everything to each other and supported each other all the way until the end of their lives.
But in reality, he is not only thirty years older than Tang Yin, but he has also plotted and used each other many times. Even if he uses his own sincerity, he cannot exchange for her sincerity. More importantly, she is now unclean, not only in her body, but also in her soul.
The huge contrast between memory and reality made Bibi Dong feel as if she had fallen into an ice cave. She could not imagine how Tang Yin would view herself after learning the truth.
Compassion, comfort? Or disgust and disgust?
She didn't dare to bet, even if based on her understanding of Tang Yin, the probability of the former was far greater than the latter, but she still didn't dare to think about it.
Why, why do you do this to me...
The pain in her heart made Bibi Dong unable to control her tears anymore. She buried her head in the crook of her legs and let her tears stain her clothes.
That unforgettable memory resurfaced again. Although Bi Donger, who had lived in love and care, had never suffered such a great injustice, the saddest time she cried was probably when Tang Yin sang and cried about herself that night.
Bibi Dong knew that such a sad Bibi Dong'er would soon be embraced by Tang Yin in his warm and safe arms. Tang Yin would whisper in her ear some gentle and caring words of comfort and would try every possible way to make her happy.
But, that happy woman was called Bi Dong'er, not the pitiful and hateful Bibi Dong.
The huge gap between memory and reality made Bibi Dong feel like a dark rat hiding in the sewer, secretly lifting the manhole cover to spy on the happiness and love of others.
After the emotional catharsis, there was a terrifying calmness. The tears on Bibi Dong's face had dried up, and the blood stains of Tang Yin on her face had turned dark red.
Not counting the eighty years of memory, does it really not count...
It really doesn’t count!
Bibi Dong tried her best to drive away the emotions in her mind, and she wanted to completely convince herself with absolutely calm and rational thinking.
Now I am an old woman who is almost fifty years old. That bastard is older than Xiao Yin. I am a madman, a madman who even wants to kill his own daughter. I also want to destroy that filthy man. The Wuhun Palace, destroyed the hypocritical angel clan, destroyed myself...
I am not worthy of Tang Yin at all. I am dirty and despicable. I am not worthy of Tang Yin. Tang Yin's future spouse must be someone who only loves him like Bibi Dong'er. That person is definitely not Bibi Dong, absolutely Not Bibi Dong...
Over and over again, Bibi Dong painfully repeated these words, how painful it was to let go of the love that was deep in her bones.
After an unknown amount of time, Bibi Dong calmly checked the fourth test, which was a little more difficult.
There is no more waves in a heart that dies again.
The mission surprisingly added one more element to the previous one: make him hate the person who killed him.
The person he hated was undoubtedly Bibi Dong.
That's fine, we understand each other, and if you are lucky enough to survive, you won't be entangled in our feelings.
Sitting there doing nothing, Bibi Dong stared blankly at the junction of heaven and earth. The night was fading, and this forest was waiting for its dawn.
And Bibi Dong extinguished the last light in her heart with her own hands.
Darkness is her destination, and it is this memory that will support her in the future...
The Rakshasa God, who has returned to the divine realm, looks at the drama directed by himself with interest. What could be more exciting than the scene that is about to happen?
Both of them loved each other deeply, but one of them had to kill him personally in order to protect the other, but without knowing it, he could only think that she had changed her mind.
In order to prevent Tang Yin from still loving Bibi Dong even if he survives by chance, Rakshasa God made a small patch at the end.
As for what kind of lie Bibi Dong should weave to deceive her beloved, that is none of her business as a director.
In addition to playing tricks, the Rakshasa God also has another purpose, which is revenge.
The old turtle that day was so deceptive that even the Rakshasa God was afraid of him. The more he thought about it, the more angry he became. After careful consideration, the Rakshasa God, who was narrow-minded and vindictive, thought carefully about what the old turtle said. .
If she can't do it herself, then she can trick others into doing it, which is out of her control.
Ever since, this carefully designed divine test was her tool for revenge.
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Chapter 69 Emotional Injury
Tang Yin was confused.
His consciousness was always suspended in an independent space, and a scene that did not belong to his memory was playing in front of him.
It was a clip of a child growing up. When the image in the mirror came into his eyes, Tang Yin was shocked. Isn't this myself?
He followed Tang Yin's first-person perspective and watched his growth.
Then he saw a familiar stranger, the sister named Bi Donger who looked too much like the same person.
Isn't that the Sister Dong that I fell in love with?
This feeling is amazing, like experiencing it myself. What on earth is this?
Tang Yin, who couldn't understand, continued to watch, until when he was fifteen years old, after he confessed his love to the eighteen-year-old Dong sister Xue Xia, all the scenes came to an abrupt end.
This feeling is very strange, like watching someone else's life, but also like experiencing it myself.
The accurate description is that Tang Yin in the real world is the main consciousness. This fifteen-year memory is like awakening the wisdom of the previous life, two different lives, but the same soul.
Fortunately, Tang Yin has not fully absorbed the entire eighty years of memories. Even if he can distinguish the priorities, at his current age and experience, he will be lost in his memories and cannot tell who he is.
What exactly is this? After watching this period of his life, the confused Tang Yin lay in the chaotic space, still unable to figure it out.
As time passed, consciousness gradually returned to the body. The severe pain in his body made Tang Yin quickly recall everything that happened before he fell into coma.
Opening his heavy eyelids, Tang Yin was a little uncomfortable with the dazzling light.
The spear of destiny stuck in his chest was taken back by Tang Yin. The ten thousand year elixir that Bibi Dong fed to Tang Yin still had some efficacy left, and at this time, it slowly healed the wounds that penetrated Tang Yin's body.
Tang Yin's lips were dry after not drinking water for a long time, and the thick blood stuck to them in his throat, like a knife cutting him. The loss of a large amount of blood made Tang Yin's thinking a little slow and his whole body weak.
"Water~" Tang Yin's weak voice sounded, which was a subconscious cry for help.
After hearing Tang Yin's need, Bibi Dong subconsciously wanted to get water, but she didn't go after all. Suppressing the emotions that surged in her heart again, Bibi Dong followed suit and approached Tang Yin, who was lying on the ground unable to move.
Every time she took a step, Bibi Dong felt that the pitiful shackles she had put on herself were breaking layer by layer, but the extreme inferiority complex in her heart kept putting new shackles on her.
Under the contradiction and pain, although these short steps were slow, he still reached Tang Yin's side.
In the blurred vision, Tang Yin recognized the approaching figure as Bibi Dong at a glance. Seeing that she was fine, Tang Yin showed a relieved smile.
"Sister Dong, just be okay..."
That smile was like a heavy hammer, hitting Bibi Dong's heart hard.
Her heart was in a state of confusion, she understood what was happening, and the words that deceived her were easily shattered by a smile.
Why, even though you are like this, you still care about me...
No, I have to let you live, even if there is only a 20% chance, even if it makes you hate me, I won’t hesitate...
The fierce love gave Bibi Dong great strength, and now she knew exactly what she should do to win a chance for Tang Yin.
The hesitation on her face instantly disappeared, and Bibi Dong returned to her cold face.
The dagger in his hand quickly stabbed Tang Yin who was lying on the ground.
Tang Yin only felt the figure in front of him flicker, and the area around his heart felt cold. His heart stopped beating for a moment when it came into contact with the cold metal. As the nerves quickly passed into the brain, Tang Yin's eyes widened due to the pain of angina. .
The blurry figure became clear. It was Bibi Dong whom he had longed for for three years. It was Sister Dong who he confessed to at the age of fifteen. That frosty face was obviously very familiar, but it was so strange at this moment.
The clear figure became blurry again. What was blurry was not the realized scene, but Tang Yin's heart.
"Incredible?"
Bibi Dong's cold words reached Tang Yin's ears. She spoke slowly and without any emotion.
The rich life energy in Tang Yin's body greatly eased the loss of life in him.
"It's not unbelievable, kid. You must have other thoughts about me. You make me feel sick just like other men."
The word "disgusting" stung Tang Yin's heart severely. The sense of fragmentation in reality made Tang Yin lose his mind for a moment. He couldn't seriously think about the loopholes in Bibi Dong's words. He just felt that his head was empty and the word "disgusting" filled his entire brain.
Bibi Dong knelt down and raised Tang Yin's chin with a look of disgust. Tang Yin, who was completely weak, could only let Bibi Dong manipulate her.
"Please take off that dead look on your face. You are about to die, so I will fulfill your wish before you die. Don't you want to know my name? I will tell you. My name is Bibi Dong, the current Pope of the Spirit Hall."
When Tang Yin heard Bibi Dong reveal her identity, he was extremely shocked. Sister Dong, Pope Bibi Dong...
I actually fell in love with our family's enemy (Tang Yin didn't know)...
Tang Yin's dimmed eyes were like an invisible giant hand, pinching her heart fiercely. The knife that stabbed Tang Yin's chest was not the same knife that stabbed herself.
Bibi Dong bit the tip of her tongue. She couldn't reveal her secret now, otherwise all her previous efforts would be wasted and Tang Yin's last chance of life would be extinguished by herself.
But she didn't know that her behavior would make Tang Yin's life worse than death.
Love is selfish. Bibi Dong would rather bear the pain and all the infamy herself, even if Tang Yin no longer loves her, she will do the same.
"You don't think that I will fall in love with you, do you? Don't be so ridiculous. It's just that I took a fancy to your abilities and made you willing to use some small tricks for me."
Xiaoyin, hate me now, now...
The torment in her heart kept begging for Tang Yin's hatred, but the Fourth Divine Examination never received a reply. The sadness on Tang Yin's face was just scratched into her heart.