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Ling Wu Ji thought that it wasn't him who took the initiative at all, okay?

"What does that have to do with sanity?"

"'Love' is essentially a desire, and desire is usually contrary to reason," Yukinoshita Haruno turned her head and looked at the boy's face, which still had a bit of childishness and whose fine hairs were clearly visible in the slanting light of the setting sun, and said, "Sometimes I wonder, like you, living too rationally, isn't it really painful?"

"That depends on what kind of life you think is painful," Ling Wuji said in a nonchalant tone, "I think it's just a little boring. Although for someone like you, a life that involves socializing with a lot of people would make you happy, right?"

"That's hard to say," Yukinoshita Haruno shook her head and said, "It depends on the person. Of course, the longer you talk to someone you like, the better. Just like talking to Lingjun or Yukino, you'll never get tired of talking for a lifetime, okay?"

"You don't have to be ready to kiss my ass all the time."

"That's what I really mean."

"I think that people like you probably can't even tell the difference between what you say is true and what you say is false, right?"

"Are you mocking me for wearing the mask of disguise for too long?" Yukinoshita Haruno said with a smile, "Which me do you like better? Maybe when I take off the mask, I am actually a girl similar to Yukino, who is also fragile and wants to rely on others, naively wants to change the world, and cannot tolerate any hypocrisy and superficial relationships..."

"But aren't you the one who has become her opposite?" Ling Wuji said, "No, that's not right. It should be said that the reason she has become like this is probably because of your negative example, right?"

"It sounds like I'm really sinful, to Yukino."

"I just think your family environment is really twisted..."

Ling Wuji said casually.

"That can't be helped," Yukinoshita Haruno said with her eyelids lowered, but soon she smiled brightly and said to Ling Wuji, "But I think it's a great fortune to have met you, Lord Ling."

Ling Wuji thought for a moment and said, "But it also depends on what kind of me you met, right? If I was just a classmate of the same grade as Yukinoshita Yukino in your knowledge, and it was just a relationship, then the secular me in your eyes might just be a tool to provoke your sister, right? You feel lucky to have met me, isn't it because you can use me to escape your original fate? Even if I had chosen a more cruel way, you wouldn't have such feelings today, right?"

"Why didn't you choose a more cruel method?"

Volume 2: Between Man and God: Chapter : Heart ()

"Maybe it's because your appearance is in line with my aesthetic standards?"

Ling Wu Ji said absentmindedly.

"Then can I understand that Lingjun fell in love with me at first sight?"

When Yukinoshita Haruno heard him say that, her eyes suddenly lit up and said.

Ling Wuji rolled his eyes and said, "According to your understanding, there are countless people in the world that I fell in love with at first sight."

"But if Lingjun lets me go for this reason and not for any other reason, I will be very happy."

Ling Wuji felt that there must be something wrong between the two of them, otherwise how could such a conversation be possible? Why did it become just a normal chat, but one of them kept talking about that topic? Although Yukinoshita Haruno did fit his aesthetic taste, the two of them were just a pure labor-capital relationship, although he had no intention of paying wages.

So, he is actually more evil-hearted than the unscrupulous capitalists?

"I think, Lord, you are too content with the status quo," Yukinoshita Haruno pointed out sharply, "You even just want to create an environment to overthrow the barrier between the inner and outer worlds instead of doing it yourself. The most fundamental reason may be that you are content with the status quo, right?"

At this point, the female college student pretended to be melancholy and said, "You can be content with the status quo because you don't have any crisis to face. But for us, we have to tremble and repeatedly confirm our abilities and intentions with you. Otherwise, if the younger sister of Xiao Zhizhi becomes someone who is more in line with your aesthetic standards or more useful to you, won't we, the old friends, be abandoned? Just like the young man mentioned about Miss Awashima."

Although Ling Wuji and Lu Yinghua spoke Chinese throughout the whole process, Yukinoshita Haruno could understand a little bit. She also secretly collected information about Ling Wuji's interpersonal relationships and was very curious about the deputy director of Scepter 4 who had once acted very close to him. It was said that it was during their cooperation that the problem of the Apocalypse virus was alleviated, but after that, the two of them terminated their cooperation and seemed to have no contact with each other again.

Although Ling Wuji really didn't contact that person much.

However, after hearing her say that, Ling Wuji vaguely felt that there seemed to be something wrong with him as a person.

After all, according to the central air-conditioning code of conduct that Awashima Seri taught him, this behavior is really suspected of evolving into a scumbag and is almost like PUA.

"You see, that's true, isn't it?"

"Me and her..."

Ling Wu Ji wanted to say that it was not that kind of relationship.

However, when he recalled his past memories, even though he and Awashima Seri were not in that kind of relationship, he saw the other Asagami Fujino very clearly. Wasn't he still avoiding the emotional issues between the two of them until now?

Ling Wuji could only lower his head dejectedly, scratched his hair again, and said: "Maybe you are right, I am the kind of person who gets bored with the old and loves the new."

“Is there any problem for you in accepting this evaluation?”

"No," Ling Wuji shook his head and said, "I just thought that with my current status, it seems that it is not impossible to challenge the moral customs of society, right?"

"That's entirely possible, but I'm not sure what exactly you want to do?" Yukinoshita Haruno's face suddenly turned slightly red, as if she was expecting something.

"Nothing, I just suddenly thought that there seems to be someone who likes me."

"Forehead……"

Yukinoshita Haruno had a look of astonishment on her face, and she obviously had not expected to hear such words from Ling Wuji.

In her opinion, although Ling Wuji is an international student in China, he is handsome, mysterious, and has a unique style of doing things. Even if others don't know his inner self, his mysterious behavior will make people give him a few love letters because of his face. Why did he say such things at this time?

What kind of experience gave him the illusion that he was unwelcome?

Ling Wuji ignored her and just said, "It's just that I don't know if she can accept my current situation."

"What's the situation?"

“The situation of having the best of both worlds.”

Yukinoshita Haruno was speechless for a moment.

She didn't know what to say.

She also didn't know whether Ling Wuji was hinting at her or not.

So she could only say vaguely: "For this kind of question, you need to ask me specifically, right?"

Ling Wuji also nodded, then turned and walked towards his home. Yukinoshita Haruno originally thought he was hinting at something, but at this point, seeing that Ling Wuji still didn't say a word, she immediately understood, and at the same time, she couldn't help feeling a bit frustrated, so she said, "So, who is that person? Is he from your school?"

"Why do you ask?"

"I'm curious."

Ling Wuji rolled his eyes: This person is too gossipy.

"In a sense, he is also my love rival," she said casually, "Isn't it normal to want to collect intelligence about your love rival?"

"Since you like me so much, it's normal for you to devote yourself to me, right?"

Ling Wuji put his hand on her delicate shoulders and spoke to her in a gentle tone.

Yukinoshita Haruno's face suddenly turned red, and she ran away like a frightened mouse.

Ling Wuji immediately shook his head: You are playing this kind of trick on me...

But then the female college student seemed to have made up her mind and followed him again.

Ling Wu Ji turned around to look at her, but saw that the female college student's eyes were full of hesitation, desperation and uneasiness, and she seemed to be worried that she had done something wrong and would fall into an irretrievable situation. Ling Wu Ji thought that the relationship between him and Arisa of the Shrine was already abnormal enough, but it was obvious that Yukinoshita Haruno did that only out of fear of him.

So he waved his hand at her as if he was chasing away a bird.

But she still followed stubbornly.

"I say, you don't have to worry that I will have any grudges," Ling Wuji said, a little surprised, "You have offended me many times before, and you were not worried at that time. Why do you think I would mind such a small matter now?"

Yukinoshita Haruno stood not far away, was silent for a moment, and said: "Since we have to do it sooner or later, why can't we make that day come sooner?"

"I won't attack everyone whose appearance meets my aesthetic standards," Ling Wuji said absentmindedly, "You have already used me to escape your original cage, so why do you want to lock yourself in another cage now?"

Volume 3: Between Man and God: Chapter : Heart ()

Although Ling Wuji did not feel that he was so eager for a certain result that he could not be content with the status quo.

But he eventually confessed to Asagami Fujino his relationship with Arisa of the Shrine.

But Asagami Fujino obviously couldn't accept it for a while.

But she couldn't convince herself to give up.

So she became dazed and spent the whole day thinking about the relationship between her and Ling Wuji. In Ling Wuji's opinion, the relationship between him and Asagami Fujino was also abnormal to some extent, but he couldn't tell whether he really liked her.

But he is selfish.

But this selfishness couldn't make him let Asagami Fujino run away from him.

"Anyway, congratulations on your progress from central air conditioning to scumbag?"

Aozaki Orange said.

“Is this something worth congratulating?”

Ling Wuji just responded to her.

"Hard to say."

Aozaki Touko was still puffing out smoke.

"Hard to say?"

"After all, I always thought that you would end up like those immortals I mentioned before, cutting off your ties with the world, locking yourself in the mountains, and only being interested in the Tao or the roots, and not paying attention to anything else," Aozaki Touko said with a dazed look, "so I was surprised that you would confess to Fujino, although I was even more surprised that you already had an underground lover before."

Ling Wuji thought about it and said, "I don't think I'm that boring."

"But you're not exactly an interesting person, are you?"

"Well..."

Ling Wuji carefully examined his own heart and could only nod.

He admitted that he was not an interesting person.

Although in his opinion, what others call interesting is that they love their own lives, Ling Wuji himself is indeed not the kind of person who loves his own life. He himself is not a hero and cannot achieve the so-called true heroism. After seeing the essence of life clearly, he still loves it. He is even still confused about the essence of life and lives a day-to-day life. Sometimes Ling Wuji himself wonders that he is so obsessed with tearing down the walls between the inner and outer worlds, perhaps just because this thing makes him feel interesting.

Rather, he felt that this would benefit the vast majority of people in the world.

He himself is not a completely pure Zuo Ren.

Maybe he just likes the world to become chaotic so that he can appreciate the ugliness of those "superior people". This is his own position in this matter. As for what the final outcome of those at the bottom who cause the chaos in the world will be, whether the dragon slayer will eventually become an evil dragon, or die under the breath of the evil dragon, or be corrupted by the evil dragon and become their people, he doesn't really care.

Sometimes he felt that he was indeed quite bad.

"So what do you think about Asagami?" Aozaki Touko said, "Do you want her to realize your superficial nature and stay away from you, or do you want her to accept your nature and accept you further?"

"I do not know."

Ling Wu Ji shook his head and said.

"What is this? An escape?"

"Maybe," he nodded, then looked up at the ceiling of Aozaki Touko's office and said, "I think my mentality is really weird. On the one hand, I feel complacent about the deep love that a beautiful girl like Asagami has for me, so I want to hold her in my hands, but on the other hand, I don't want to really hurt her..."

"So you just leave the choice to her?"

Aozaki Orange said.