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Oh my god, this abominable nine-flowered fox!
Not only did he steal my chance to take care of my tree brother, and live alone with my tree brother, but now he's even bullying my new best friend!
This is too much! This is too much!
Gotta chop this fox off!!
No, you also need to keep a calm mind.
You must keep your heart calm and restrain your greed for murder. Only in this way can you help yourself resist all enemies.
Isn’t the friendship plan between Jiuhuayue and I in progress?
While the fox Jiuhuayue doesn't like Brother Shu too much, make friends with her. Then she will not touch Brother Shu because of you.
Correct!
平和
Must be peaceful.
Yang Kui Chitose looked at Matsumae Shinharu's somewhat melancholy eyes, and felt distressed, "Kokoharu-chan, do you want me to help you go to the infirmary and sit down first?"
"It's okay, I'll just take it easy."
"Xinchun, are you sick? I feel so uncomfortable when I see you breathing rapidly."
"I have some anxiety disorder, which I developed not long ago."
"Ah? Really? Let's go back to the wind band club and take a rest first."
"Um"
Matsumae Shinchun suddenly wanted to see her teacher again. This situation could only be alleviated when she was with her teacher.
But she also knew that she couldn't rely on the teacher for everything.
She is Matsumae Shinharu, the only daughter of the Matsumae family. She must control her inner emotions and anxiety.
Although the intense emotions brought on by anxiety disorder became more and more severe, she still relied on her willpower to suppress her emotions.
She quickly became normal.
Chitose Haruki stayed beside Matsumae Shinharu and observed her.
This situation
Oh, she knew it very well.
My mood became manic, my emotions became turbulent, and my heart was beating wildly.
Accompanied by symptoms such as headache, dizziness, and difficulty breathing.
If Yang Kui Chitose remembers correctly, she has been suffering from this condition for more than ten years, ever since she was diagnosed with congenital heart disease when she was a child.
This symptom will appear whenever a child in the welfare home says in a joking and mocking tone, "Brother Tree, I don’t want to live a thousand years! Brother Tree, I don’t want to live a thousand years!"
Indescribable anger rushed into my brain.
She was not thinking about how to beat those guys down, but how to crush their heads and tear their limbs apart, and when the other party thought she was going to let them go, she would throw them into the toilet of the welfare home one by one.
In this situation, only Brother Shu would come to take care of her and comfort her like an angel.
Although Brother Shu was not around most of the time when the disease broke out.
She had long been accustomed to this condition and was able to release and recover it in a balanced manner.
"Xinchun."
"Yes, yes." In her efforts to calm herself down, Matsumae Shinchun already had beads of sweat on her forehead.
"Try to breathe along with my rhythm. Don't worry, it will get better."
"it is good"
five minutes later.
"Is it better?"
"Yes indeed, much better."
"Then just follow the breathing method I taught you. I've had this kind of anxiety disorder before."
"Chitose too?"
Yang Kui Chitose answered very sincerely, "Well, at times like this there is often someone you want to see the most, isn't it the same for Xin Xinchun?"
Matsumae Shinchun thought of Mr. Fujii and nodded, "That's right."
"I used to be the same. By the way, is the person Xinchun wants to see around?"
Matsumae Shinchun shook his head, "No, usually not."
"The best case scenario is to go meet the other person."
Do you want to meet the teacher?
Even though I have Chinese class in the afternoon, this situation can be best alleviated when I am alone with the teacher.
If possible, it would be better for the teacher to sit next to me so that I can be very close to him.
teacher--
teacher--
Relying on the breathing and imagination taught by Qiansui, the anxiety in my heart was completely calmed.
Seeing that Yang Kui Chitose was quite worried about her, the girl smiled;
"Thank you, Chitose."
This rare feeling of intimacy made Yang Kui Chitose hug her neck, "Really! Xinchun just scared me to death!"
"make you worry."
Chapter 53: Joining the Orange North Wind Band is a must
"So, what happened between you and classmate Jiuhua Jiuhua just now, Xinchun?"
Matsumae Shinharu briefly described the situation.
Yang Kui Chitose suddenly realized, "So that's how it is, you and Jiuhua-san are childhood sweethearts!"
"correct."
"Then because of some things that happened when we were young, we separated. Now that we meet again, Jiuhua-san doesn't know why she doesn't want to have anything to do with you."
"Yes."
"If you ask me, you should just forget about her. She doesn't want to care about you now anyway." Yang Kui Qiansui touched the other's white and slender fingers curiously. She thought that the eldest lady's hands were really smooth and tender to the touch.
Matsumae Shinchun smiled, "No."
"You two have a very good relationship?"
"Yes, we agreed to be friends for life. Yue and I got along very happily at the beginning."
"Xinchun-chan is just too sentimental! If you ask me, she's so heartless, just ignore her!"
".Maybe Yue has some difficulties."
"Why don't you tell me your reasons? Wouldn't the misunderstanding be resolved if you tell me?"
"Yue is very proud, has a clear purpose, is very proactive, and learns things very quickly. She won't complain to me. Just like a man who works away from home will never tell his family about his work troubles, people like them will choose to bear it alone."
Matsumae Shinharu spoke in a calm tone, neither hurried nor slow.
"I don't know what happened behind her back, but it's clear that she had a conflict with her uncle and aunt, otherwise she wouldn't have returned to Otaru alone. After returning to Otaru, she must have been under great psychological pressure living alone, so she must have hidden something in her heart that I don't know about yet. There are reasons for everything, and I don't blame her."
"Xinchun-chan, you are too gentle. You were so excited just now!"
"What happened just now is just a moment ago. It's over now. Besides, I'm not the kind of person who will be easily crushed by a setback."
"This Xinchun is very similar to me~"
"Thank you Chitose for being willing to accompany me like this."
"Don't say that, we are good friends!"
"Yue, she is also your friend, Chitose, right? I'm sorry, Chitose, at first I wanted to use you to get closer to Yue. I'm really sorry."
"It's okay. I don't mind. Everyone makes friends for a purpose. Maybe they like the other person or they are attracted to the other person."
Matsumae Shinchun didn't expect that her hidden thoughts would be brushed aside so easily by her. She couldn't help but sigh, "Chitose is really broad-minded and extremely open-minded."
"Thank you Xinchun for the compliment! It's just that the format is a bit too old-fashioned, like an old man. Xinchun, are you really a young lady? Jiuhua Songmae, is it that Songmae?"
"Yeah." Matsumae Shinchun smiled.
"It's really that Matsumae! Xinchun, is your family rich?"
"Come to my house when you have time, Chitose. I will treat you well."
"Of course! I will definitely go. By the way, Kokoroharu-chan, who is older between you and Kuka-san? Who is the older sister?"
"Yue, I want a smaller Yue."
"Eh, that's strange, Xinchun should be the older sister!"
"This cannot be distinguished by personality, and we are childhood sweethearts and good friends, not sisters."
*
Let’s skip what happened this afternoon for now.
While Matsumae Shinharu will not give up Kyuukazuki, she is also happy to have made a friend like Haruki Chitose.
But she currently doesn't know how to get close to Jiuhuayue.
Even if you are classmates, you need a reason to be close to each other.
After the first class in the afternoon, Matsumae Shinchun packed up her textbooks and stationery, and wanted to meet with Mr. Fujii during the break to ask some questions, and chat with Mr. Fujii at the same time to further calm her recent anxiety.
She felt her back being gently poked twice more.