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"Remember to tell her that this is my charity."
……
"I'll help you this time. Sister Yan is also my friend. I feel guilty for doing this kind of thing."
"Also, when you have time, remember to visit Xiaoyu and the others at the welfare home."
Looking at Li Zhimeng's news, it seemed that Yanbao's voice before leaving was still in his ears, Wang Ge scratched his hair, and replied: "Definitely."
He was still sitting in the classroom, looking out the window and sighing softly.
To be honest, although Yanbao has now relaxed a little and become more generous, he can temporarily accept letting him go find Chen Yanxi.
This was the scene he had always wanted to see. He thought he would be happy, proud, and
After all, this situation is the result of his hard work.
But the reality is quite different.
Wang Ge didn't feel well.
He just felt guilty.
I feel like I really deserve to die.
Although he always talks nonsense and rarely tells the truth, his love for Gu Panyan is genuine.
He knew that Gu Panyan had made such a retreat, and although he expressed disdain, he actually felt uncomfortable in his heart.
So he felt uncomfortable too.
This is what it’s like to love someone. When she is sad because of you, you can’t be happy no matter what.
"Why do you have to be a scumbag?"
Suddenly, a voice rang in my mind, "Wouldn't it be nice to just live with Gu Panyan like this?"
"what?"
Wang Ge subconsciously retorted, "What about Xixi?"
"Have you forgotten what Chen Yanxi said to you in the letter? Living alone is also a very ideal lifestyle for her."
The voice in my head said, "She wants freedom, and the word love itself carries restrictions."
Wang Ge's face was full of confusion: "But... I have made so much effort for this, and now I have to give up..."
“Isn’t this the sunk cost effect?”
The voice in my head continued to tempt me, "Don't you know the harm this effect brings? If you continue to be stubborn, you will only maximize your losses... Stop it, Wang Ge..."
Wang Ge thought for a few seconds, and seemed to be convinced, muttering, "But, it has come to this point, do I still have a chance to regret it?"
"Of course you have a chance to regret it."
The voice in my head seemed a little excited when it saw that it was about to succeed, "Have you forgotten that Chen Yanxi has always left you a way out?"
"Xixi... left me a way out?"
Wang Ge showed doubts.
"Yes."
The voice continued to tempt, "She has not confirmed her relationship with you. Isn't that giving you a chance to regret? If you tell her you regret it now, she will definitely not blame you, but will bless you."
"……Why?"
Wang Ge continued to ask.
The voice was silent for a few seconds, then said, "Don't worry about it. Since she left a way out, you can't let her efforts go to waste."
It did not answer Wang Ge.
It’s not that it doesn’t want to answer, but that it doesn’t know either.
It's just a feeling.
"you're right."
Wang Ge whispered.
The voice suddenly became happy, but before it could speak, Wang Ge said, "If you don't tell me, I'll ask her myself."
The voice in my head: “???”
"You fool me!?"
The voice finally reacted and said in disbelief.
"You only see it now?"
Wang Ge stretched and said mockingly, "I was just teasing you, why did you take it so seriously?"
"you……"
"Shut up and go back to where you belong."
Wang Ge said something lightly, and the voice in his head disappeared immediately.
He turned his head and looked out the window. One third of the sun had already sunk below the horizon.
Although it seems that this is just a conversation with myself in my mind, time seems to pass faster than I imagined.
"My illness is really getting worse."
Wang Ge thought.
But he put this question behind him the next second and turned around to remember what Chen Yanxi had said to him before.
At that time, he asked Chen Yanxi anxiously when they could really establish a relationship, where they could kiss, hug, lift each other up, and do some sexy things.
Chen Yanxi’s answer was that after he had truly experienced the feeling of being a scumbag and knew the difficulties involved, he was still determined to continue being a scumbag.
At that time, Wang Ge thought that the difficulties Chen Yanxi mentioned were nothing more than the Shura field, Yan Bao getting angry with him, being tortured, and being nervous about making a date.
He felt that Chen Yanxi was really making a big deal out of nothing. These were nothing. He had such a strong ability to withstand pressure, wouldn't it be easy for him to get through these?
It was not until now that he understood that the difficulties Chen Yanxi mentioned were not about the Shura field or torture.
But when he saw that his beloved girl was sad because he was determined to be a scumbag, the reluctance and guilt in his heart were so strong that they were like a tide, as if they were about to surge out and wash him down.
This is not because he has high moral standards. If he had high moral standards, he would not have chosen to be a scumbag without any psychological burden at the beginning.
This is because of love.
PS: Many people have previously criticized the male lead for being too jerk, poorly portrayed, and having no special features other than being a jerk. But what I want to say is that it is only at this point that the male lead, Wang Ge, has been truly portrayed.
This is a story about the growth of love.
It would be better if the heroine’s performance here could be stronger, such as crying or something, but Gu Panyan is not that kind of person, she would not do such a thing.
But I believe that everyone who has read this should be able to see the helplessness and sadness in Yan Bao’s two seemingly arrogant and disdainful words, right?
Chapter 204 Kitten and Snake
I sorted out my mood a little and put all those messy things behind me.
Wang Ge picked up his phone and took a look. Time passed very quickly. It was almost dinner time.
Well, I just happened to go to Xixi’s house for a meal.
He stretched himself, stood up, and walked out of the classroom.
Go back to the dormitory, pick up the computer, and go straight to Chen Yanxi's house.
"Dong dong dong."
I came to Chen Yanxi's house door and knocked twice. Not long after, the door was opened, and Chen Yanxi's pretty little face appeared in front of me.
"Hi, dear Davarish, wanted me to—uh, what is this?"
In the middle of Wang Ge's words, he suddenly noticed a squirming pink-white ring wrapped around Chen Yanxi's wrist and asked.
"The corn snake was given by Li Zhimeng's sister."
Chen Yanxi gently turned her white arm, revealing the pink and white snake head hiding under the arm, which was spitting out a letter.
Wang Ge looked at it with novelty. After entering the room, he stretched out his hand to play with it, but he didn't expect that this seemingly docile little guy wrapped around Chen Yanxi's wrist actually bared his teeth at him threateningly.
"Hey, you want to bite me? I have such a bad temper."
Wang Ge clenched his fists with both hands, punched the air twice, then put his fist in front of the little snake and threatened, "Have you ever seen a fist as big as a casserole? I can kill your snake head with one punch - hey, hey, hey!"
Wang Ge had a temper, but he didn't expect that this little guy had an even bigger temper. Before he could finish his words, the little corn snake sprang up and bit his fist.
Most people have a primitive fear of snakes, and Wang Ge was no exception. The little corn snake's catapult start scared him so much that he subconsciously took two steps back and threw the little snake out.
The little guy didn't run away when he landed. Instead, he curled up his body, spit out his tongue, and assumed a fighting posture.
If Wang Ge makes any threatening move to it again, it will be ejected again.
but……
"Heh, I thought you were very powerful, but I didn't expect you haven't even grown all your teeth yet."
After discovering that the bite didn't hurt at all and that his skin wasn't even broken, Wang Ge was no longer afraid. He pointed at the little snake with great arrogance and said, "What are you pretending to be? Believe it or not, I can blow your snake head apart with one punch."
This guy……
Chen Yanxi, who was standing next to her, sighed helplessly and said, "She has a bad temper. Why are you arguing with her?"
"What do you mean I compete with it? It bites me first, okay?"
Wang Ge pointed at the little snake on the ground angrily, "I am the victim!"
The little corn snake stared at Wang Ge and slowly shook its body, as if looking for an opportunity to bite him again.
Looking at these two guys who were at loggerheads when they first met, Chen Yanxi thought for two seconds and asked, "How about you two have a fight?"
Wang Ge was stunned for a moment, then immediately shouted, "Okay!"
The shout seemed to scare the little corn snake, or perhaps it thought this was a perfect opportunity to attack. In any case, the little guy stuck out his tongue, took off again, and rushed towards Wang Ge.
This time, Wang Ge was quick-witted and dodged immediately.
In order to prevent the little corn snake from escaping, he also closed the door.