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Fujii Itsuki often leans back in his ergonomic chair in the office, looks up at the sky, closes his eyes and thinks about these two words.
What kind of understanding does Xiao Jiuhua expect in her heart?
Do I need to support her in all aspects?
Unconditional support?
No, that shouldn't be the case. This kind of thing cannot be called understanding at all.
This behavior will only lead to a dangerous psychological character called "omnipotent narcissism".
Understanding should mean putting yourself in the other person's perspective and understanding their emotions and difficulties.
Then
I spoke that day
Are we thinking too much from the perspective of our elders?
What Xiao Jiuhua hopes for is not the future at all, what she values is the understanding and warmth at this moment.
So she doesn't need me to give her any advice at all.
She thought she understood her very well, but that sentence made her feel that she had "misjudged" herself.
That's why she was sad and was crying when she went up there.
However, Xiao Jiuhua’s demands are reasonable, and her mother is not completely wrong.
The two sides just have different positions and perspectives.
After thinking all this over with his eyes closed, Fujii Itsuki felt that he needed to have a more normal communication with Jiuhua, listen to her own thoughts and how she actually viewed her identity in the Takarazuka Revue.
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On Friday, Fujii Itsuki had just finished his Chinese language class with Class B.
It was just time for lunch.
He was just about to pick up his homework and go back to the office when Yang Kui Chitose came over with a smile and said, "Teacher Fujii, let me do it~"
Fujii Itsuki nodded, said nothing, and walked out of the classroom.
Chitose Hinami followed later with her homework.
"Teacher Fujii, Teacher Fujii Itsuki~"
As soon as she arrived at the office, the girl started to act naughty while there was no one around.
"Be serious, Hinata-san."
"I'm serious!"
Yang Kui Chitose put the homework book on his desk, then asked him with a smile, "When is Brother Shu moving? I want to go over and help Brother Shu hold a super grand moving ceremony!"
Fujii Itsuki sighed in her heart. It seemed that for Chitose, the name "Brother Shu" was more comfortable for her to call him.
This girl doesn't really consider herself a teacher at all.
No.
It should be said that to her, I am a teacher who can be approached at will.
Be serious.
"Hinako-san, don't make me remind you a second time."
"Okay, Mr. Fujii."
Seeing Fujii Itsuki's stern face, Yang Kui Chitose immediately restrained her smile and lowered her head.
She was a little afraid of this tree brother, but still a little naughty.
Fujii Itsuki continued the previous topic, "Are you thinking of me moving?"
"Because, because. Tree. Didn't Mr. Fujii say it a long time ago? He had similar thoughts. And doesn't Mr. Fujii think that would have a bad influence? If someone accidentally saw it and spread some rumors, how could Mr. Fujii maintain his dream of becoming a teacher!"
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Yang Kui Chitose saw that Fujii Itsuki was listening and immediately added:
"Not only will Mr. Fujii's dream be gone, but Jiuhua will also be harmed. I won't be able to make up for Mr. Fujii's past regrets and step onto the national stage."
This is true.
Fujii Itsuki originally wanted to tell Jiuhua about this, but now it seems that it is still difficult to say.
Move out directly?
Fujii Itsuki's intuition told him that he couldn't do that.
He raised his head and looked at his sister who was wearing school uniform in front of him.
Chitose Yang Kui put her hands behind her back and smiled as brilliantly as a sunflower.
This girl is looking forward to moving to a place close to her and living together.
Most likely he wants to take advantage of the close distance and come over to visit every day.
Mr. Nagano wouldn't be able to say anything to her then.
It’s a great plan.
"Let's talk about the wind band practice. How is everyone doing recently?"
"The situation is excellent!" Chitose Yangkui replied immediately.
"Oh?"
Yang Kui Chitose stood straight, like a soldier undergoing a military parade:
"Last time, Mr. Fujii personally gave us individual guidance and distributed the music scores with annotations. Everyone was impressed by your diligence and is now working harder in practice!"
Fujii Itsuki held his forehead and shook his head, "Speak to me in a normal tone and stop being naughty."
"Okay." Yang Kui Chitose said in a low voice, "Everyone is very grateful to you, Mr. Fujii. Department Head Aoyama and a group of third-year seniors all spoke for you, Mr. Fujii. This is their last year, and they really want to try their best.
"The second graders knew they were in the wrong and that their laziness led to the failure of the ensemble, so they stopped being lazy."
"Ah."
In that case, the wind orchestra is in good shape.
"Everyone says that Mr. Fujii's training schedule is too full, but everyone is still looking forward to being able to perform on a big stage one day. To this end, everyone is practicing hard. Mr. Fujii has not missed any of the training you have arranged. Everyone gathers and trains on time every day."
Fujii Itsuki nodded, "What about Yang Kui-san, how are your practices going?"
"Of course I am practicing very hard every day!"
"Really?"
"Really, Mr. Fujii, can I tell you what I really think?"
Fujii Itsuki glanced at her and said, "Go ahead."
"I must be the student that Mr. Fujii has in mind. I will do my best to make Mr. Fujii understand what he thought when he was teaching. So I will definitely do my best and treat it as the most important goal in my life."
"."
I think I told the professor the same thing.
The original intention was to repay the professor and make the professor accept her existence as a student so that she would not feel lonely.
Chitose now said the same thing to herself.
On the one hand, I thought this child was a little funny, but on the other hand, I felt sorry for her and thought she was silly.
There is no one who strives for his or her ideal.
Did the professor view himself in the same way back then?
strangeness.
This kind of contribution from others is actually a burden.
He actually didn't want Qiansui to take him so seriously.
"Is Chitose free on Saturday?"
"what?"
Chitose Haruki noticed that Fujii Itsuki was calling Chitose, not Haruki-san.
Brother Shu, are you talking to yourself in your private capacity?
Brother Shu, are you going to date me on Saturday?!
When I think of this, I feel so excited that I can’t express it in words.
Win, win! It's such a win!
"when--"
But just as Yang Kui Chitose was about to agree, she suddenly thought of something, and the word "of course" got stuck in her throat.
"What's wrong? Does Chitose have anything else to do on Saturday?"
"Can I do that? On Saturday, I promised someone else a small favor, and I can't break my promise."
"You have a boyfriend?"
"No! It's just that I promised. I promised. Kokoharu-chan has moved to Otaru, and I have to go see her. It's the Kokoharu-chan in your class, Brother Shu."
"You and Matsumae got along well?" Fujii Itsuki was quite surprised.
"Yeah! We had a great time! Kokoro-chan is very polite to others. She's obviously a lady, but she doesn't put on airs at all!"
It seems that I often see Matsumae and Chitose practicing together in the backyard of the school.
It’s great that Chitose can play with Matsumae, they are both good kids.
Come to think of it, Matsumae also invited me to her house.
I'm going to go check it out on Saturday too.
"Hehe~ So Brother Shu wanted to ask me out to do something on Saturday~~"
"I just want to go over to your place to have a few beers and help you with your homework."