Chapter 138 Bad Memories (All thrown into the trash)
At night, Heimer had a dream that was more sad than scary.
In his dream, Heimer dreamed of his junior high school days, a world where students with poor grades were treated casually as a matter of course. When he was promoted from junior high school to high school, Heimer did not get into his ideal high school. Those days when he was like going to the guillotine reappeared in Heimer's dream.
In fact, when he was in that world, Heimer often dreamed about these things, and these nightmares felt like the Heimer of the past was crying to the Heimer of the present, sad and painful.
At around five in the morning, Heimer woke up from his dream with tears on his face.
Because Xiaoshun slept while holding Haimo in his arms, Xiaoshun was woken up when Haimo got up. Seeing Haimo sitting up, Xiaoshun asked sleepily.
Xiao Shun: "What's wrong?"
Chi Haimo: "Nothing, nothing..."
After Xiao Shun sat up, he saw tears on Heimer's face and hugged his shoulders worriedly.
Xiao Shun: "If you need a hug now, I'm always here for you."
Hearing Xiao Shun's words, Heimer replied with a smile with tears in his eyes.
Chi Haimo: "Well, I'm fine, but I remembered some things from the past."
Xiao Shun: "If you are willing to tell me, I am very willing to listen."
Heimer leaned in Xiao Shun's arms and spoke softly.
Chi Haimo: "I'm not an excellent person, Xiao Shun. Actually, I used to be pretty bad."
Xiao Shun: "Why do you say that?"
Chi Haimo: "My grades were very bad before, both on the test paper and in reality, they were very bad."
Hearing this, Xiao Shun said a little angry and a little sad.
Xiao Shun: "So what? How can an exam or a few things define whether a person is excellent or not? Maybe everyone has different opinions, but this does not mean that you who have experienced these things are bad, right?"
Chi Haimo: "Really... um..."
Seeing Heimer so sad, Xiao Shun hugged him tightly and spoke seriously.
Xiao Shun: "If, Hai Mo, you ask these questions to ask what I think of you, then I just want to tell you that I like you very much. I don't think you are bad. You are excellent and outstanding. In the future, you will become more and more excellent."
Chi Haimo: “Really?”
Facing Heimer's question, Xiao Shun spoke seriously and affirmatively.
Xiao Shun: "Of course, what I just said is what I really think in my heart, because I know that if the words you heard at this moment were just words of comfort, then you would be even sadder than you are now, so what I said to you at this moment must be the truth."
Looking at Xiao Shun's serious and passionate eyes, Heimer buried his head in his arms.
Chi Haimo: "I once tried to commit suicide several times during a period when I was slandered by my classmates."
Xiao Shun: “Is that so…”
Chi Haimo: "I stood on the fence of a tall building, turned around many times while listening to music, and then chose to fall down. Well, now it seems that my luck is bad. It is difficult to succeed in anything I do. At that time, maybe the gods also thought that I was not good enough, so they rejected me. Obviously, I fell in the direction of the wind, but that side was not the place for me to fall."
Xiao Shun said gently while patting Heimer.
Xiao Shun: "It seems that I am lucky, because I successfully met you, Momo, it is great to meet you..."
Chi Haimo: "Xiao Shun..."
Xiao Shun rubbed Heimer's cheek and said gently.
Xiao Shun: "The Wind God must think so too, that you shouldn't lose your life for those unworthy people and things, so when you were about to fall, he used the wind to guide the direction of your fall."
Chi Haimo: "I..."
Xiao Shun hugged Heimer tightly and said in a firm tone.
Xiao Shun: "You are very good, very good. No matter when you are, I like you very much. One of the luckiest things in my life is meeting you. No one has the right to define you. And those who say you are bad and spread rumors about you, their lives will be like that. So we should not bother with them. What's more, we have more important things to do in this life, so we can't waste our time on those garbage, right?"
At this moment, Heimer felt that he was surrounded by Xiaoshun, warm and relaxed.
Heimer just smiled and said with tears in his eyes.
Chi Haimo: "Well, yes, we have more important things to do."
After Heimer finished speaking, he raised his head and looked into Xiaoshun's eyes affectionately. He smiled happily and said.
Chi Haimo: "Xiao Shun, meeting you is one of the luckiest things in my life."
The two of them rely on each other, and the distance between their hearts is incomparably close at this moment.