Chapter 157 Emotional Turbulence 10
Sometimes, she feels lost and confused, not knowing whether her choice is the right one.
But every time this happened, she would think of what Qi Tongwei and Liang Lu said.
Thinking of the trust and support they gave her gave her renewed motivation to move forward.
Finally, on a sunny afternoon, Gao Xiaoqin discovered her passion for environmental protection by chance.
At an event organized by an environmental protection organization, she learned about the various environmental problems facing the earth and the efforts people are making to protect the environment.
She was deeply touched and decided to devote herself to this field and contribute to the earth with her own strength.
She began to learn relevant knowledge, participate in environmental protection activities, and even started her own small projects, such as organizing garbage sorting and tree planting activities in the community.
Her actions have infected those around her, and more and more people have begun to join her and work together for a greener and healthier world.
Qi Tongwei and Liang Lu were very pleased to see the changes in Gao Xiaoqin.
They knew that Gao Xiaoqin had found her direction.
Not only did she become an integral part of their lives, she became someone who could influence and change the world.
In fact, they had no idea that Gao Xiaoqin was in great pain because she didn't like it.
She only likes Qi Tongwei, but she hides it very deeply and doesn't say anything on the surface.
But sometimes, I would cry secretly in the middle of the night, with tears falling down my face, and I felt so painful that I wanted to die.
In fact, every girl will have her first love.
But after that age, you will still have a girlish heart.
In fact, this is what is called love brain, which is a brain disease.
That morning, Qi Tongwei was preparing to go to work.
Gao Xiaoqin, on the other hand, was staring at his back from afar, feeling mixed emotions.
Because he knew that this man was too outstanding.
Gao Xiaoqin's heart was filled with complicated emotions.
Her feelings for Qi Tongwei are like the brightest star in the night sky, dazzling yet out of reach.
She knew that this feeling could not be easily revealed because it might upset the existing balance and affect their relationship.
Qi Tongwei's figure gradually disappeared in the morning light. Gao Xiaoqin withdrew her gaze, but her heart was still unsettled.
She returned to her room, sat on the bed, hugged her knees tightly with her hands, and tears flowed uncontrollably again.
She felt a deep sense of powerlessness and didn't know how to face this unspeakable emotion.
However, Gao Xiaoqin did not give up. She knew that life would not stop because of her hesitation and pain.
She began to try to turn this emotion into motivation and invest it in her career and life.
She began working harder and becoming more socially active, trying to distract herself by staying busy.
In her spare time, Gao Xiaoqin also tries to reach out to more people and expand her social circle.
She attended various parties and made friends from different fields.
In the process, she gradually discovered that everyone has their own story, their own pain and struggle.
It made her realize that she wasn't the only one facing emotional distress.
As time went by, Gao Xiaoqin began to learn to accept her emotions.
She understood that there was nothing wrong with liking someone, but how to deal with this feeling was the key.
She began to try to reconcile with her emotions and no longer let them become a burden in her life.
At the same time, Gao Xiaoqin also began to notice the changes in Liang Lu.
She found that although Liang Lu remained silent on the surface about Qi Tongwei's closeness to herself.
But in fact, she is also trying to find her own value and position.
Gao Xiaoqin began to try to communicate with Liang Lu, and the relationship between the two gradually became harmonious.
In this process, Gao Xiaoqin gradually matured.
She learned how to deal with her emotions and face challenges in life.
She knew, no matter what the future held.
She will move forward bravely because she has found her own strength.
Although Qi Tongwei was not aware of Gao Xiaoqin's feelings, he also felt the changes in Gao Xiaoqin.
He couldn't help feeling relieved when he saw Gao Xiaoqin becoming more independent and confident.
He knew that no matter what path Gao Xiaoqin chose.
He would always support her because he believed that Gao Xiaoqin was a person with unlimited potential.
Liang Lu looked at her idiotic eyes and became jealous, seeing that Qi Tongwei was not there.
She started to say unpleasant words directly: "Xiaoqin, didn't you say that you would not think of hitting Tongwei again? What are you planning to do?"
There was obvious dissatisfaction and suspicion in Liang Lu's tone. Her eyes were fixed on Gao Xiaoqin, as if she wanted to see some clues from her face.
Gao Xiaoqin felt Liang Lu's hostility and her heart sank slightly, but she knew that she could not show any weakness at this time.
"Mr. Liang, I think you may have misunderstood."
Gao Xiaoqin took a deep breath and tried to calm herself down. "I don't have any other thoughts about Qi Tongwei. I'm just thinking about my future."
Liang Lu sneered, obviously not believing Gao Xiaoqin's explanation, "Future? Does your future have anything to do with Qi Tongwei? Don't forget, he is my husband."
Gao Xiaoqin felt powerless. She knew that no matter how she explained, Liang Lu would not believe it easily.
She decided to resolve the misunderstanding in a different way.
"Mr. Liang, I understand your concerns. But please believe me, I pose no threat to your relationship with Qi Tongwei."
Gao Xiaoqin said sincerely, "I respect your marriage and cherish our friendship. The reason why I think of some things is because I am thinking about my career path and life choices."
After listening, Liang Lu fell silent. She looked into Gao Xiaoqin's eyes, trying to find a trace of sincerity in them.
After a while, her expression softened a little, "Xiaoqin, I know you are a talented girl.
I also don't want you to make the wrong choice because of a momentary impulse.
But you also understand that Qi Tongwei is a special person to you."
Gao Xiaoqin nodded, "I understand, Mr. Liang, I will handle my feelings well and not let them affect you."
The conversation between the two ended after a moment of silence.
Gao Xiaoqin returned to her room. She sat on the edge of the bed, looking at the sky outside the window, her heart full of confusion.
She knew that her feelings for Qi Tongwei were real, but she also knew that this relationship could not have any future.
She needs to find a path of her own, a path that allows her to shine.