Chapter 192: Selfless Love
Chapter 192: Selfless Love
“Eight-eight…”
When Feng Yu came back from get off work, the little guy had already gotten to know his father again.
Dad calls out very fluently now, unlike before when he called out a long string of names.
Feng Xue has to take care of the children, so it is inconvenient for her to cook.
There hasn't been much cooking at home recently.
After get off work, Feng Yu went to the cafeteria to get some noodles, ordered some vegetables and came back to cook the noodles.
If you don’t want noodles, just pack some rice.
Feng Yu wore wide-leg pants and a pair of white shoes. She didn't let her hair fall down, but tied it into a short ponytail. She wore a yellow suit. She didn't look like a daughter who had given birth to a child. Instead, she looked a bit playful like a girl.
She also put on some light makeup, exuding a sense of refinement.
The little guy was very happy to see his mother and babbled at Feng Yu.
Jiang Ning taught him, "Call me mom."
The little guy kept shouting: "Mama, Mama..."
I used to call her Miami, but now I can call her Mama, which is a big improvement.
Feng Yu came over with a lunch box and responded with a smile: "Hey, sweetie."
Jiang Ning asked, "Does one have to be taught to call mom and dad?"
Feng Yu said: "Children of this age will not consciously call mom and dad on their own initiative. They only imitate when speaking, and they call out mom and dad unconsciously. The earliest they will consciously call mom and dad is after one year old."
Feng Xue took the bag from her and went to the kitchen to cook noodles.
Jiang Ning looked at her outfit and said, "You look good in this outfit. I've never seen you dressed like this before."
Feng Yu seemed very tired. She turned around and fell back, lying on his legs. She said casually, "Before giving birth, you can wear whatever is comfortable. After giving birth, I feel that you can't wear anything too casually. You still have to match your clothes well."
Jiang Ning asked: "Are you tired?"
Feng Yu patted her daughter and said, "It's not tiring. I just taught a class on morality and rule of law. I wasn't allowed to do any of those messy things. I had a lot of free time, but I felt a little tired."
The little guy looks at his mother lying down and also has the same idea.
Lying in my mother's arms.
Jiang Ning said: "Then take another semester off."
Feng Yu asked: "What do you mean by your statement that every man has a share of responsibility for the fate of his country?"
Jiang Ning asked: "Why do you ask this?"
Feng Yu said: "It's in the fifth grade textbook. I'm telling my students this today."
Jiang Ning understood and said, "Why don't you teach art instead of this."
Feng Yu said: "Yesterday, a sixth grade boy bullied a girl and made her cry. Today, his parents were called to school. Although the boy was wrong, I felt bad when I saw his grandmother being scolded by the teacher. The child was wrong, and education was fine. But the teacher scolded the old lady and accused her of having problems with her family education. Teachers are responsible for education, but when something went wrong, they didn't look for their own problems, but instead thought of shirking responsibility. Sigh!"
Jiang Ning was used to it: "This kind of thing isn't uncommon, is it?"
Feng Yu said: "Boss Lu has made great efforts to rectify the situation in the past two years. I thought the school was much better than before, but I understand that no matter how much it changes, the root cause cannot be changed. The longer time goes by, the stronger the sense of superiority in the bones will be."
Jiang Ning asked, "Do you want to be a savior?"
Feng Yu laughed out loud: "How could I have that ability?"
Jiang Ning said: "So, just make do with it and don't think about these troubles. If you really can't stand it, then don't do it. Do something else and live happily. Don't let yourself be unhappy."
Feng Yu nodded and asked, "Why did you go to Africa again?"
Jiang Ning said: "Africa is full of gold. I want to find a gold mine and dig more gold."
Feng Yu said, "You have already bought so much land, isn't it enough to just run those farms well?"
Jiang Ning said, "I have to have some aspirations. I want to be a super big landowner. The little land I have now is far from enough. How can I buy land if I don't make money? In addition, the situation has changed too fast in the past two years. I have a feeling that a storm is coming. I have to make some preparations early."
Feng Yu was a little worried: "Africa is so chaotic, you must be careful."
Jiang Ning said: "I am familiar with that place, there will be no problem, just rest assured!"
After chatting for a while, I guess dinner is ready.
The two men held their daughter and went back to the house to eat.
Feng Xue was picking up noodles and arrived just in time.
The packed dishes are already on the table.
Put the little one on the dining chair and put on protective clothing for eating.
Feng Yu gave the little guy a piece of cucumber, and he held it in his hand and started to eat it.
After the noodles were served, the three of them sat around the table and talked while eating.
It was Feng Yu who asked, and Jiang Ning talked about buying land in America and buying a house in Australia.
There is also the matter of gold mining in Africa.
Feng Xue just listened without expressing any opinion.
The little guy nibbled the cucumber for a while and seemed a little unhappy.
He stretched out his little hands and babbled, pointing at the meat on the plate, wanting to eat it.
Feng Yu gave her a gnawed bone.
The little guy held the bone with both hands and chewed it hard.
Jiang Ning's mouth twitched as he watched: "Can't you give her some meat?"
Feng Yu said: "She can't chew or swallow lean meat, and it's hard to digest. She can't eat too much fatty meat, so just give her a bone to let her taste it."
Jiang Ning felt sorry for his daughter as she couldn't even eat meat.
I can only gnaw on the bones that my mother has finished chewing.
But he can't do whatever he wants on this matter, he still has to listen to Feng Yu.
Had dinner.
After cleaning up the little guy, Feng Yu went to the kitchen to help Feng Xue clean up.
Jiang Ning carried her daughter out and played with the little one on the moisture-proof mat.
After playing for a while, Feng Yu came out.
Feng Xue didn't come out.
Jiang Ning asked, "Where's my sister?"
Feng Yu said, "I went upstairs to pack my things."
Jiang Ning said: "It's tiring to take care of a child alone, do you want to hire a nanny?"
Feng Yu shook her head: "Sister won't let me."
Jiang Ning said nothing more and played with the little guy with Feng Yu.
Play until the sun sets and the weather cools down.
Then I went back to the house to continue playing.
The reception area in the living room on the first floor was covered with foam mats. The two sat on the side and watched as the little guy crawled around on the mats. When he crawled to the sofa, he wanted to stand up by holding on to the sofa. After trying for a long time, he sat down again and again.
Finally, he managed to stand up staggeringly.
But he didn't stand firmly, his left foot tilted and he fell on the mat again.
Jiang Ning grabbed her, held her waist and pulled her up, letting the little girl stand on the ground.
The little guy waved his hands around excitedly.
Babbling non-stop.
After a while, Feng Xue also came down.
Sit and listen to them talk and watch the little one.
Time slipped away quietly and soon it was past eight o'clock.
Having said what needed to be said, Feng Yu picked up his phone and started watching short videos.
After swiping a few times, he showed the phone to Jiang Ning: "Look at this."
Jiang Ning glanced at her and asked, "Why are you looking at her?"
Feng Yu said: "They were also born in the 1990s, and they live a much more glorious life than me."
Jiang Ning said: "You can also be very successful. If I work harder, you will be more successful than her."
Feng Yu said: "Forget it, I would rather be unknown than have such a glorious life."
Jiang Ning was quite curious: "What is this woman's first marriage?"
Feng Yuli: "I don't know either, it should be the first one, right?"
Jiang Ning said, "That's bullshit. How can a person born in the 1990s dating a person born in the 1970s be their first love?"
Feng Yu shook his head and said, "I haven't paid much attention to him. I just saw him a few times occasionally." Jiang Ning took a closer look and said, "He doesn't look that good, but you can tell at a glance that he's ambitious."
"what!"
Feng Yu said: "She is very beautiful."
Jiang Ning objectively commented: "She is just okay. My wife and sister are prettier than her. I have seen many prettier women than her. It's just that this woman is ambitious. Most women don't have such a strong mindset as her."
Feng Yu nodded and said, "It's worth it for a woman to live like this."
Jiang Ning asked: "Are you envious of her?"
Feng Yu said: "I don't envy you."
……
After nine o'clock, the little guy felt sleepy.
Feng Xue packed some milk powder and fed her.
The little guy fell asleep in Feng Xue's arms.
Feng Yu took her daughter and carried the little girl upstairs.
Jiang Ning followed him up to the third floor, but Feng Xue did not go up.
Sleep on the first floor.
Took a shower and paid my dues.
Having not had sex for more than a month, Feng Yu became more proactive.
After struggling for more than half an hour, I was sweating all over.
I rinsed off again before going to bed.
It was too early to sleep, so the two of them talked and played with their phones.
After a while, Feng Yu turned around and faced away from his daughter.
There was no movement for a long time.
Jiang Ning asked, "Are you asleep?"
"No."
There was something wrong with Feng Yu's voice.
Jiang Ning looked up: "What's wrong with you?"
Feng Yu didn't say anything.
Jiang Ning crawled over and took a look, and saw that he was crying!
People feel numb.
Jiang Ning quickly crawled over, wiped her tears, and asked, "Why are you crying?"
Feng Yu wiped the corners of his eyes: "It's okay, I was just thinking about it for a while."
Jiang Ning asked: "What are you thinking about?"
Feng Yu said: "I miss my sister."
"What's wrong, sister?"
"I feel sad thinking that my sister will never get married."
"This……"
Jiang Ning said: "Aren't you living a good life now?"
Feng Yu wiped the corners of his eyes again and said, "I recently noticed that there is envy in her eyes when she looks at Tiantian. She probably wants to have a child of her own, but she refuses to get married, and I am worried."
Jiang Ning went back and lay down, saying, "Why not persuade her to have the surgery and see how she recovers. If she recovers quickly and can speak, then we can see what she wants. If she wants to get married, it will be in time."
Feng Yu turned over, covered her face with the quilt and said, "Let's not talk about whether I am willing to have the surgery or not. Even if the surgery goes well, it will take several years to master the basic language skills, and it will take even longer to communicate without obstacles. I am 27 this year, and I will be 30 in a few years. How many times can a woman be 30 in her lifetime? After 30, her youth is gone. Even if she can speak, how can she get married!"
As he spoke, he started crying again.
Jiang Ning didn't know how to comfort her, this problem had no answer.
I thought about it over and over for a long time, but there was no good solution.
I don't know how much time passed before I looked up.
Feng Yu didn't know when he fell asleep.
The next day was Thursday, and the little guy woke up just after seven o'clock.
Jiang Ning didn't get up early for fear of waking up her daughter, so she just lay in bed and watched her.
I watched the little guy move his hands and feet first, then rub his nose, and finally yawned and opened his eyes. He stared at the roof in a daze for a while, then turned his little head and looked around.
I saw my mother was still sleeping.
Then he turned his head and looked to the right again.
I saw that the person sleeping next to me was not another mother.
She immediately rolled over and rolled into her mother's arms.
"Come here, baby!"
Jiang Ning held the little guy and said, "Daddy will play with the baby, let your mommy sleep for a while."
The little guy ignored him and when he woke up from a nap, his father no longer kissed him.
Just crawl into your mother's arms.
Feng Yu woke up yawning and fed her a few sips of milk.
Then get up and clean up.
The little guy kissed his father again after he was full.
Jiang Ning lifted her up and placed her on his belly, shaking her up and down.
The little guy was grinning with joy.
After breakfast, Feng Yu went to work.
Jiang Ning went around a lot and didn't come back at noon.
Have lunch in the second canteen.
The weather in September is just right, neither hot nor cold.
Feng Xue spread the moisture-proof mat outside and took the little one to play outside.
I fed him at ten o'clock, and the little guy took a nap after eating.
Feng Xue tidied up the house and washed what needed to be washed.
After eleven o'clock, the little guy woke up.
Just take the little guy and continue to play outside.
Not long after, Feng Yu came back from get off work and brought vegetables and rice from the cafeteria.
The two of them put the little one on the dining chair and ate around the small table.
After lunch, the two took the little one to bed.
Playing on the bed.
Feng Yu also needs to rest for a while, otherwise he will feel sleepy in the afternoon.
Spend some time with the little one at home.
Feng Yu suddenly said to Feng Xue: "Sister, you want to have a child too!"
Feng Xue looked up at her with a confused look on his face.
Feng Yu asked her: "Don't you want a child?"
Feng Xue shook her head and gestured, meaning that since she was not getting married, how could she have a child.
Feng Yu said, "You and Jiang Ning should have a child!"
Feng Xue was stunned and looked at her in surprise.
Feng Yu said nonchalantly: "Sister, I know you also want to have a child, but you don't plan to get married. You want to live with us for the rest of your life anyway, so let Jiang Ning give you a child."
Feng Xue was so shocked that his mind was stunned and he gestured repeatedly.
Feng Yu couldn't help crying: "I'm not sick, sister, you are 27 years old this year. Even if Jiang Ning and I don't treat you as an outsider, what about you? Do you feel that you are redundant, that your life is too boring, and that you are lonely? Sister, life is too long, and your life shouldn't be like this."
Feng Xue used sign language, meaning that she could get used to it.
Feng Yu took a tissue, wiped her tears, and said, "Even if Tiantian calls you mom, you didn't give birth to her after all, so you can't experience the love of a mother. Sister, it's easy for a woman not to get married, but it's cruel to be alone for the rest of her life. You and Jiang Ning should have a child, and we will live together and raise the child together. Then you will never feel like an outsider, nor will you feel redundant or boring. I know that people will talk about this, but I don't care. I can't watch you live alone until you grow old, and you have no life of your own except doing housework and taking care of children for us. That's too selfish. If you don't want to have a child with Jiang Ning, then let Jiang Ning take you to the United States for surgery. When you recover from your illness, you can consider whether to get married..."
(End of this chapter)