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Why does Xiao Jiuhua think of herself first?
"Because we are good friends! Stupid, stupid uncle!"
Fujii Itsuki was used to her calling him uncle and idiot, so he took the initiative to say:
"I don't think a good friend would go to such lengths for me. Also, when we were playing the dating game, did I understand that the things you said were about me?"
"Of course not! Uncle, what are you thinking about!"
Jiuhuayue really wanted to be so arrogant for once.
She really wanted the uncle to see through her inner thoughts and her arrogance, and have a good time with her.
She will be very happy.
But she knows
This is a game for only two people.
She is not the only one who likes uncles, and uncles don't need to stay with them for too long.
She can't be arrogant now.
"The one you like? Yeah, I'm talking about you."
"Do you like me?" Fujii Itsuki asked.
"I like you."
"Like? Love, not like."
"I like it very much, that's love."
"Oh."
After saying "Oh", Fujii Itsuki lowered his head and continued eating.
After standing there for a long time, Jiu Huayue couldn't help it anymore, so she took the initiative to say to the uncle who was still eating with a normal heart:
"I'm not kidding!"
"I know."
"You" Jiu Huayue glanced at him secretly, "Don't you have any response?"
“I responded.”
Jiu Huayue's expression froze, "What about that 'oh'?"
"Yeah. I know you're kidding."
"But what if I wasn't joking?"
"I know you're kidding."
"What if, I mean what if, what if I didn't open it? Uncle, your answer is just 'oh'?!"
"Well, even if you are serious, this is my answer."
Jiuhuayue: “.”
Fujii Itsuki picked up a piece of rice and put it into his mouth. He glanced at Jiuhuayue and said, "It's normal for a girl of your age to like me."
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Jiuhuayue is speechless!
This uncle!
This uncle is too narcissistic!
She suddenly felt like crying and almost confessed her love.
Still got nothing, he was too lazy to even reject my confession.
"Isn't it?" Fujii Itsuki asked back.
Ugh.
Ugh.
Jiuhuayue was so discouraged.
Gather up your courage.
It took a lot of effort to muster up the courage to say it to him.
Just a light "Oh" and he was dismissed.
If you don't find a staircase.
She really is.
It’s better to just die!
"If, uncle, if what I said just now was really serious, would you really, really think so?" Jiu Huayue didn't believe it and used multiple emphasises.
But Fujii Itsuki didn't say anything except looking at Jiuhuayue again.
"Uncle.! You! At least say something, it's driving me crazy!"
"What can I say? What else can I say? Didn't I say everything I should have said just now? It's normal for you to like me at your age."
"It's normal. What's normal about it?!"
"Do not believe?"
"I don't believe it at all! Uncle, you just don't want to respond to me seriously!" Jiu Huayue felt that she was about to cry because of this guy. How could you respond to someone like that? You shouldn't even reject someone so casually!
"Then you sit here first."
"Uncle, what are you doing?"
"Wait for me to get something out."
Fujii Itsuki put down his chopsticks, and Jiuhuayue watched him stand up and walk back to his own room.
He seemed to be rummaging around in there, and there was the sound of a box being pulled.
Not long after, Fujii Itsuki came out holding a small cardboard box.
He put the carton at the other end of the dining table.
Jiu Huayue looked over curiously, "What is this?"
"Love letter." Fujii Itsuki handed the envelope to Jiuhuayue.
There were so many of them that he could just grab a pile with ease.
"To be precise, they were the love letters I received from female students when I was teaching in Tokyo."
After opening it, Jiu Huayue read it carefully.
"Some of them were jokes from students, and some were sincere letters from them after I helped them solve some problems."
Jiuhuayue: "And then?"
"And then? What else could there be? Can I agree to them just because they were sincere at the time? We should understand each other's identities, teacher and student. How can this be possible!"
How is it impossible!
Jiu Huayue lowered her eyes and subconsciously clenched the love letter.
"In addition, in other words, the people who wrote these letters are now in college and are likely dating. Even if they wrote these letters sincerely at the time, if they read these letters now, at most they will just think that their past selves were cute, that's all."
Fujii Itsuki said this lightly and took another bite of food.
"It's because I've received a lot of this kind of stuff in the past that I say it's normal for girls of your age."
Jiuhuayue tightly clenched the pink letters in her hands.
The words above express the meaning of the word "like" all the time.
Some are written very elegantly, some are written very straightforwardly, and some even think about the past and future life.
These are love letters indeed.
But Jiuhuayue couldn't find even the slightest sense of identity in these letters.
What's more, some people even regard confession as a pure game.
"Even if Jiuhua, you really like me, the kind of love, do you think there is any essential difference between you and them?"
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Jiuhuayue suddenly felt very unwell.
On the one hand, there is Fujii Itsuki's questioning.
On the other hand, my love for myself began to waver.
Fujii Itsuki stared at the girl and continued, "Suppose, even if it is assumed that Jiuhua, you really like me now. But what if there is a gap of one year, two years, graduation, or even after college? Will you maintain this love?
"I have always believed that what young people call love is mostly lust between opposite sexes.
"Once lust is gone, so-called love is gone.
"I'm not denying you, Jiuhua. But from my perspective, for people of your age, the so-called love is always just a game.
"So, even if you really confessed to me, I would just smile and pass it by."
".You, you can't accept it? Even if you try?"
"Try? If I try, I'll lose my job. Besides, I'm not interested in little girls, really."
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"What about Sister Muzi?"
"Your sister Muzi? She is different. She is an adult. I believe that even if what she said in the barbecue restaurant this afternoon seemed very abrupt to me, it must have been the result of her psychological struggle before she said it to me."
Jiuhuayue took a deep breath.
"After all, uncle, you still treat me as a child, right?"
".I don't mean to look down on you, Jiuhua."
"Sorry, I suddenly have no appetite."