Chapter 230 Unspeakable Pain
He hugged Cuicui tightly, his heart filled with gratitude and regret.
As soon as Qi Tongwei finished speaking, the air seemed to freeze.
Cuicui snuggled tightly in his arms, with a glimmer of hope in her eyes, as if at this moment she had found the salvation of her life.
However, Qi Tongwei's heart was like a turbulent sea, full of entanglement and anxiety.
He knew very well that what he had just said was just a delaying tactic, just to calm Cuicui and prevent her from doing something even crazier.
His life is indeed in danger. If Cuicui loses control of her emotions again, the consequences will be disastrous.
Qi Tongwei secretly cursed himself in his heart, wondering why he had fallen into such a predicament.
His mind raced with thoughts and consequences.
If Cuicui finds out that he is lying, she will fall into despair again and may even do something more extreme.
And if he continues to lie, how long can he do so?
Sooner or later, the truth will be revealed, and by then, the situation may become even more difficult to control.
Qi Tongwei felt as if he was walking on a narrow tightrope, and if he was not careful he would fall into the abyss.
His heart was full of contradictions and pain, and he didn't know how to make a decision.
He stroked Cuicui's hair gently, trying to make his actions appear gentle and sincere.
But he was struggling inside, he didn't know whether what he was doing was right.
He wanted to protect himself, but he didn't want to hurt Cuicui.
This contradictory feeling made him feel extremely painful.
Qi Tongwei took a deep breath and tried to calm himself down.
He knew that now he had to keep a clear head to find a solution to the problem.
He began to think about his situation and analyze the possible consequences.
He thought of his family and Liang Lu.
He knew that if Liang Lu knew about this, she would be very sad and angry.
Their family may be broken up and his career may be seriously affected.
He couldn't let this happen, he had to solve this problem as soon as possible.
Qi Tongwei thought of Cuicui's family and friends again.
They must be very worried about Cuicui, and they would be very sad if something happened to Cuicui.
He couldn't let Cuicui's family and friends be sad, so he had to find a way to make Cuicui give up this crazy idea.
Qi Tongwei's heart was filled with helplessness and pain.
He knew that he had fallen into a quagmire from which he could not extricate himself.
He didn't know how to get out of this predicament and he felt his future was dark.
He looked at Cuicui's expectant face and felt filled with guilt.
He knew that he was deceiving a woman who loved him deeply and that his behavior was immoral.
But he had no other choice, he could only do this to protect himself and those around him.
Qi Tongwei was struggling inside, and he didn't know how long he could hold on.
He felt that his spirit was about to collapse, and he needed to find an outlet, a way to solve the problem.
When Qi Tongwei was in despair, he thought of Gao Yuliang, and hope suddenly surged in his heart.
Gao Yuliang has always been his mentor and has provided a lot of help in his life.
He firmly believed that Gao Yuliang would be able to find a way to help him get out of his current predicament.
However, at this time Cuicui hugged Qi Tongwei tightly, and the two seemed to be tightly entangled by the rope of fate and unable to break free.
Qi Tongwei had no interest in Cuicui's entanglement, especially the pungent smell of gasoline on her body, which made him almost nauseous.
"Cui Cui, listen to me. Go wash the gasoline off your body first. The smell is terrible and it's also dangerous."
Qi Tongwei tried his best to keep his tone calm, but he could hardly hide his inner anxiety.
Cuicui, however, hugged him tightly and refused to let go.
"No, I can't go wash. I'm afraid you'll run away. Once you leave, you'll never come back."
Cui Cui's voice was full of fear and anxiety.
Qi Tongwei sighed helplessly, "Cui Cui, I won't run away. I just want you to take care of yourself first. It's not a solution for you to continue like this."
"You are a liar! You just said that you would spend your whole life to make up for your mistakes and make me happy, but now you want me to leave. You don't love me at all!" Cui Cui became agitated and tears rolled down her cheeks.
Qi Tongwei felt annoyed. He knew that what he said was just a delaying tactic, but at this moment Cuicui held on to him tightly.
"Cui Cui, I didn't lie to you. I really hope you can be fine, but how can I feel at ease when you are like this now?"
"I don't care, I just want to be with you. If you dare to leave me, I will die in front of you." Cui Cui's eyes revealed determination.
Qi Tongwei felt a headache and he didn't know how to calm Cuicui down.
"Cui Cui, don't be so impulsive. We can discuss it carefully and we will definitely find a solution to the problem."
"What else is there to discuss? You don't love me anymore, you just want to get rid of me." Cuicui's voice was full of despair.
Qi Tongwei took a deep breath and tried to calm himself down.
"Cui Cui, it's not that I don't love you, but we can't go on like this. Think about it, if you keep doing this, we will both be in pain."
"So what if it hurts? As long as I can be with you, I don't care about anything else."
Cui Cui said stubbornly.
Qi Tongwei looked at Cuicui, his heart filled with helplessness.
He knew that Cuicui had fallen into mad love and couldn't extricate herself.
And because of a momentary mistake, he himself fell into this inescapable predicament.
"Cui Cui, listen to me. We can't just consider our own feelings. You still have family and friends. They will worry about you."
Qi Tongwei tried to persuade Cuicui's family and friends to give up this extreme idea.
Cuicui was silent for a moment, then slowly said: "They are not important anymore, only you, Qi Tongwei, only you are everything to me."
Qi Tongwei felt desperate. He didn't know how to convince Cuicui.
"Cui Cui, you can't be so selfish. Your family and friends love you very much, and they want you to live a good life."
"I don't want a good life, I just want you. Without you, my life has no meaning."
Cuicui became excited again.
Qi Tongwei felt that he was in a desperate situation and he didn't know how to get rid of Cuicui's entanglement.
At this moment, he suddenly thought of Gao Yuliang. He decided to stabilize Cuicui first, and then go to Gao Yuliang for help.
"Cui Cui, don't get excited. I promise you that I won't leave you, but you also have to promise me to wash off the gasoline on your body first. This will be good for both you and me."