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"I plan to finish writing before going to bed."
“That was really hard work.”
“It’s actually been fine recently.”
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Inexplicable silence.
Standing with the girl felt both ambiguous and awkward.
"Since Mr. Fujii Itsuki hasn't finished writing his schedule yet, Xinchun. Xinchun came here to chat with the teacher, so Xinchun will stay with the teacher and finish writing it. How about that?"
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"teacher?".
"sure"
Matsumae Shinchun quickly pulled a stool over and Fujii Itsuki sat down at the table again.
The girl sat down beside him; her hair had a faint scent of cedar.
Although Xinchun didn't do anything beside him, Fujii Itsuki always felt that he couldn't continue writing.
why?
Because she is cute, beautiful and attractive?
When two people were in the same room, you couldn't help but want to take action?
But why, it didn't move?
At this point, what are you still resisting in your heart?
Fujii Itsuki thought for a long time and felt that it was because of the school uniform that Xinchun was wearing.
Because of her school uniform, I can't bring myself to do it.
"Teacher, are you feeling unwell?"
Fujii Itsuki noticed that Matsumae Shinharu's face was pink and her eyes were shy and evasive, obviously like a little girl.
At this time, she was thinking about why she was not as proactive as before?
She was obviously prepared.
How to do?
Should I tell Xinchun directly that it was because of the clothes she was wearing?
How can I say this?
You can't ask her to take off her clothes, skirt or anything like that.
Fujii Itsuki felt that he needed to calm down, so he used "suddenly remembering the professor's day" as an excuse to start chatting with the child Xinchun.
Xinchun cares a lot about her mother, so when she starts talking about her mother, she naturally gets into the mood.
When she heard some of the professor's little details, she would cover her mouth and smile.
Whispering "Mom is indeed so thoughtful."
It is said that professors have a lot of classes on a daily basis and are very tired, having to get up early and stay up late every day to prepare for the classes.
Matsumae Shinharu would frown and sigh, "Is Mr. Fujii the same?"
Chatting with Xinchun was very relaxing, and the atmosphere was getting better and better.
Fujii Itsuki chatted with her about the details of the professor, and felt a little sad as they talked.
Because the professor was always silent at night and had no family to accompany him, he thought of himself in Tokyo.
At that time, I was alone in Tokyo. I was always silent at night and didn’t want to say anything. I just liked to take a walk alone and occasionally stare at the bridge in a daze.
My favorite is rainy days.
This is probably the loneliness that comes from being alone for too long.
Before Fujii Itsuki could finish his words, Matsumae Shinchun looked at him with trembling eyes, and then naturally and gently fell into his arms.
Although, let's say.
I can totally understand Xinchun's desire to take care of her inner thoughts, but at this time, Matsumae Xinchun looked...
Why can't we help but laugh?
I felt like I was being comforted by a little child.
"It seems that Mr. Fujii and my mother are the same person."
".Xinchun."
"Yes, I am. Mr. Fujii, Xinchun will stay with you now."
".Teacher is not that fragile. I am just telling you about the professor."
Matsumae Shinchun stared at Fujii Itsuki for a long time.
Fujii Itsuki felt a little embarrassed by the girl's moving gaze. She was as beautiful as a gem.
"Teacher Fujii, do adults not like to talk about their troubles to others?"
"Huh? Why do you say that?"
Matsumae Xinchun felt sad again in Fujii Itsuki's arms. Fujii Itsuki quickly hugged her and held her slender and soft waist.
"My mother is like this, my father is like this, my aunt is like this, and you, teacher, are like this too."
What Xinchun said is absolutely correct.
The reason why Xinchun said this was probably because her family members never told her about their concerns or discussed them with her.
This resulted in a hazy wall between her and her family.
She felt isolated and therefore sad.
However, from this point of view, Fujii Itsuki can understand Xinchun's family.
Adults are like this.
Xinchun is a child who gets sad easily.
So Fujii Itsuki patted her petite back and explained in a comforting tone:
"You wouldn't dump all the worries of adults on a child, would you? In fact, it's a good intention for everyone to do this."
".Well, Xinchun can understand it, but it's a bit uncomfortable."
Fujii Itsuki was silent for a moment, then understood what Xinchun meant, and then said to the girl leaning on his arms:
"Xinchun, I really couldn't stand loneliness in the past. Especially when I was alone at night, but not now. Don't you and Qiansui accompany me now? At least from you, I can feel that I am cared for.
"You see, the first thing you thought of after making the cake was to bring it to me. The sun was so hot, it must have been hard and tiring, so don't worry about me."
"What is the teacher's trouble?"
"trouble.?"
"Teacher" Matsumae Shinchun's hand touched his heart.
"All right."
Fujii Itsuki compromised, "I'll tell you. I have a lot of troubles. On the one hand, it's about the club, and on the other hand, it's about you, Xinchun. Your aunt wants to arrange for you and me to get engaged to avoid repeating the professor's tragedy. I'm not opposed to this, but now, there are other people who like me."
"Teacher Muzi?"
“It’s not just her.”
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Matsumae Shinchun became quiet, she probably knew who else
"What does Mr. Fujii think?"
"I think it will hurt. Forget it, it's too early to tell you about this matter. I'd better tell you about my troubles with you."
"Teacher, you are kind to me."
"It's just an inquiry, not a worry. I just want to ask Xinchun what you think about the age difference between us?"
"Age? Teacher, don't you like younger girls?"
"I like him, but he's a little too young."
"This shows that you are an upright person in your heart! It's just because you feel sorry for me and think I will suffer a loss, so you feel embarrassed in your heart."
"Xinchun, do you mind?"
"How could that be! It is precisely because of this huge difference that Xinchun can feel a sense of maturity in you, Mr. Fujii. This is something that boys of the same age don't have at all, only in you, teacher."
When Xinchun got close to me and understood her thoughts.
Does Fujii Itsuki feel that Xinchun is suffering a great loss?
I am ten years older than her.
When she guided me to touch her belly, I felt the softness, tenderness, and smoothness of it, which was smoother than silk.
Can you touch it yourself?
Can I really touch it?!
It was as if the moment he touched her, the extremely pure saint was defiled by him, and he himself was corrupted by her beauty.
Before I touched my stomach, I had this kind of resistance in my heart.
But after meeting.
Forget it, it doesn’t matter.
It doesn’t matter whether you are depraved or not.
This is just following your heart.
It's a fact of being a man.
I've lived for most of my life and I'm almost 30 years old, but I still don't have a hobby.