Chapter 359: Step 1 to Let Everything Go (Cleaning the Room)
At this moment, Heimer was sleeping on the floor covered with snacks and drinks. In the past few days, his work and rest schedule had been irregular, sleeping and waking up, waking and sleeping, over and over again...
In addition, because of Darkrai's nightmare characteristics, Hemmer has nightmares every time he falls asleep, and every nightmare is related to Walter...
Every time Heimer fell asleep, he would see the scene of Walter White saying goodbye to him. . . And every time he dreamed of that, Heimer would feel annoyed, annoyed why he couldn't react faster at that time, why he didn't think of a better way immediately, annoyed that he couldn't stop everything at that time. . .
In the evening, Heimer woke up from a nightmare again, wiped the tears from his face, and immediately picked up the game controller beside him. Then, he turned on the video game console and started playing the copy over and over again.
Over and over again... In the past few days, I have neither slept nor eaten well... I haven’t even washed myself...
Although only a few days had passed, Heimer felt extremely tired. . . And this tiredness also made Heimer feel that he had no strength to do anything. . .
At this time, after completing the game again, Heimer planned to continue lying in bed, waiting for his next dream.
Just as Heimer lay down on the bed, there was a gentle knock on the door.
Bai Su's mother: "Haimer, are you there? It's me, Bai Su's mother."
Hearing this voice, because of the guilt accumulated from the continuous nightmares, Heimer came to the door and opened it for Bai Su's mother.
At this moment, after Heimer opened the door, he saw Bai Su's mother standing at the door of Heimer's room with red eyes.
After seeing the tear marks on Bai Su's mother's face and her red eyes, Hai Mo understood that she must have cried many, many times...
Chi Haimo: "I'm sorry..."
Hearing Heimer's apology, Bai Su's mother's tears instantly burst out. Then, she gently tidied Heimer's hair on his forehead and said.
Bai Su's mother: "My child, you didn't do anything wrong... No one wants such an ending... Especially us... If we could, we would definitely prevent it from happening, right..."
At this time, Bai Su's mother said these to Hai Mo in a gentle tone while crying, and after hearing these words, Hai Mo just lowered his head sadly.
Afterwards, Hai Mo was silent for a while and then said to Bai Su's mother guiltily.
Chi Haimo: "I...if I had then..."
At this time, before Hai Mo finished speaking, Bai Su's mother spoke to him gently.
Bai Su's mother: "Okay... I understand... I understand."
As soon as she finished speaking, Bai Su's mother gently hugged Hai Mo and patted his back tenderly. When Hai Mo saw this scene, he could no longer control the tears in his eyes. . .
Chi Haimo: "I'm sorry...I...I..."
The sudden crying made it impossible for Hai Mo to finish his sentence. . . And Bai Su's mother responded very gently to every sentence Hai Mo didn't finish.
Bai Su's mother: "I understand...I understand."
After a while, seeing that Heimer had calmed down a little, Bai Su's mother pulled Heimer to sit on the floor of Heimer's room. Then, Bai Su's mother took out the lunch box that she had been hiding behind her.
At this moment, Bai Su's mother opened the lunch box and smiled gently at Hai Mo.
Bai Su's mother: "You probably haven't eaten well these days, hahaha, come and try Auntie's cooking."
Faced with the kindness of Bai Su's mother, Hai Mo originally wanted to eat one or two bites and stop, but perhaps because he really hadn't eaten well in the past few days, after eating the bibimbap made by Bai Su's mother, Hai Mo started to stuff it into his mouth non-stop.
After seeing this scene, Bai Su's mother looked at Heimer with a smile and said.
Bai Su's mother: "It tastes good, hahaha, as long as you like it. Oh, looking at your dark circles, you probably haven't been sleeping well these days."
Facing Bai Su's mother's question, Hai Mo shook his head guiltily with food in his mouth. After seeing Hai Mo's denial, Bai Su's mother gently rubbed his back and said.
Bai Su's mother: "Don't worry, auntie understands everything. Well, so, what auntie wants to tell you is that auntie has decided to let all this pass."
Hearing what Bai Su's mother said, Hai Mo stopped using the chopsticks in his hand. Then, Hai Mo swallowed the food in his mouth and spoke gently to Bai Su's mother.
Chi Haimo: "Well...I see."
Bai Su's mother: "Well, of course, when I said let everything go, I didn't mean to forget Nuomi, but to no longer remember him for the reason of sadness... Because, if it continues like this, Nuomi might worry about me..."
As soon as she finished speaking, Bai Su's mother gently held Hai Mo's hand and said.
Bai Su's mother: "Child, it's the same for you... You know, you have to eat well and sleep well, so that Nuomi won't worry... And when we are sad because of Nuomi's departure, those who care about us will also feel sad, right..."
Facing Bai Su's mother's words, Hai Mo suddenly thought of many things, and the most important thing was that he had indeed made everyone worry in the past few days. . .
Chi Haimo: "Well... yes, I did make everyone worry..."
Looking at Heimer's somewhat sad smile, Bai Su's mother spoke to him gently.
Bai Su's mother: "So, starting from today, for everyone, for ourselves, and for Nuomi, let's let it all go, okay..."
At this time, after Bai Su's mother finished speaking, Heimer looked at her with a serious expression. Then, Heimer forced a smile and said.
Chi Haimo: "Well, okay..."
Afterwards, Bai Su's mother left the institute, and Hai Mo cleaned his room thoroughly, trying to give himself a new start. . .