Chapter 363 His Troubles
"Yuliang, why? Why can't we be together? We love each other!"
Gao Yuliang shook his head. He knew that he could no longer be soft-hearted.
"Xiaofeng, our love is built on a wrong foundation.
I am a family man and I cannot betray my wife.
Our behavior is immoral and will be condemned by society."
Tears glistened in Gao Xiaofeng's eyes.
"Yuliang, I don't care, I only care about you.
I love you and I am willing to give everything for you."
Gao Yuliang's heart was filled with emotion.
He knew that Gao Xiaofeng truly loved him.
However, he also knew that they could not go on like this and he had to make the right choice.
"Xiao Feng, listen to me, we can't go on like this.
Our love is fruitless.
We must face reality and make the right choice." Gao Yuliang's tone was firm.
Gao Xiaofeng was silent for a moment, then said: "Yuliang, I understand, you are a responsible man, you can't give up your family for me.
I don't blame you, I only blame myself for being too stupid and naive. "
Gao Yuliang's heart was filled with guilt.
He knew that he had hurt Gao Xiaofeng.
However, he also knew that he could no longer be soft-hearted.
He must make Gao Xiaofeng understand that their love is wrong.
"Xiaofeng, you are a good girl.
You will definitely find someone who truly loves you.
You should live a good life and forget me."
Gao Yuliang's tone was very gentle.
Tears glistened in Gao Xiaofeng's eyes.
"Yuliang, I will forget you, but I will never forget the days we spent together.
You are the most important person in my life and I love you."
Gao Yuliang's heart was filled with emotion.
He knew that Gao Xiaofeng truly loved him.
However, he also knew that they couldn't go on like this.
He must make the right choice.
Gao Yuliang stood up, walked to Gao Xiaofeng, and hugged her gently. "Xiaofeng, goodbye. I wish you happiness."
Tears glistened in Gao Xiaofeng's eyes.
"Yuliang, goodbye. You must be happy too."
Gao Yuliang let go of Gao Xiaofeng, turned around and left the villa.
His heart was filled with emotion. He knew that he had lost a good woman, a woman who truly loved him.
But he also knew that he couldn't turn back.
He must face his own choices and take his own responsibilities.
Gao Yuliang returned to his home, his heart filled with fatigue and helplessness.
He knew that his life had changed.
He is no longer the glorious deputy secretary of the provincial party committee. He is just an ordinary man, a man who made a mistake.
Gao Yuliang sat on the sofa, lost in thought.
He thought of his past, his ideals and pursuits.
He was once an ambitious and idealistic person who wanted to serve the people and contribute to the country.
However, he was seduced by power and desire and embarked on a wrong path.
Gao Yuliang's heart was filled with regret. He knew that he could not undo his past mistakes.
However, he also knew that he couldn't go on like this.
He must re-examine his life and rediscover his ideals and pursuits.
Gao Yuliang stood up, walked to the window, and looked at the scenery outside. His heart was filled with emotion.
He knows that life is like a journey and we will meet all kinds of people and things.
We will have laughter and we will have tears.
However, we must not forget our original intentions, our ideals and pursuits.
Gao Yuliang decided that from now on, he would be a real man, a responsible and accountable man.
He must take responsibility for his mistakes and work hard to make up for the harm he has done to Wu Huifen.
He wants to rediscover his ideals and pursuits, serve the people and make contributions to the country.
Suddenly, Gao Yuliang's eyes lit up and he woke up.
Gao Yuliang slowly raised his head from the desk, rubbed his temples, his eyes full of confusion and fatigue.
He had just woken up from a dream that seemed real but not real, but his heart was still haunted by the emotions in the dream.
He recalled himself in his dream, Gao Yuliang, who decided to be a truly responsible and accountable man.
Gao Yuliang, who was determined to take responsibility for his mistakes and work hard to make up for the harm he had done to Wu Huifen.
Gao Yuliang, who wanted to rediscover his ideals and pursuits, serve the people and contribute to the country.
However, the reality is so cruel that he is still deeply trapped in this intricate vortex of power and desire.
Gao Yuliang stood up, walked to the window, and looked at the city scenery outside.
The bustling city is still bustling with traffic, but his heart is desolate.
He knew that he had fallen into a great dilemma in trying to find a loan of 30 million US dollars for Qi Tongwei.
His mental confusion made him unable to distinguish between reality and dreams, and now he had to face this cruel reality.
Wu Huifen had already gone abroad to be with her daughter.
The wife who had walked hand in hand with him for many years is now far away from home.
He thought of the good times they had, the days on campus, and the common ideals and pursuits they had shared.
Now, everything has become the past, leaving only endless regrets and guilt.
Gao Xiaofeng, the woman he once thought was his true love, was now in a villa area 30 kilometers away with their child.
Their relationship was fraught with mistakes and immorality from the beginning.
For the sake of momentary desires, he betrayed his family and his own principles.
Now, he was beginning to question his feelings and whether it was really worth it.
Gao Yuliang felt the pressure increasing, and the appearance of nightmares made him realize that his mental state was on the verge of collapse.
He didn't know how to go on, how to get out of this predicament.
He paced back and forth in the office, his heart filled with anxiety and uneasiness.
He thought of his past ideals and pursuits, the self who wanted to serve the people and contribute to the country.
However, now he is bound by power and desire and embarks on the wrong path.
He began to reflect on his behavior and his choices.
He knew that he had to make changes and get back to who he once was.
Gao Yuliang sat at his desk, picked up a pen, and wrote down his reflections on paper.
He wrote about his mistakes, his guilt towards Wu Huifen, and his complicated feelings towards Gao Xiaofeng.
He knew that these words were just the beginning and he had to make up for his mistakes with practical actions.
He decided to start by solving Qi Tongwei's loan problem.