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“Just say whether you like it or not.”
"it's OK."
"How about we go take a shower together?"
Chapter 220 Another Rejection
It was drizzling outside, and the sound of the rain was dripping.
Perhaps it was the sound of rain, as gentle as a whisper, that unknowingly calmed Fujii Itsuki's thoughts.
He looked into the girl's purple eyes for a moment, and finally chose to refuse.
"No."
".Why?"
"Xiaoyue, what are you doing so proactively today?"
"Because... the atmosphere is already here, isn't it?"
"It's too early."
"...Not early."
"It's too early."
"I said it wasn't early."
Fujii Itsuki repeated it, and Jiuhuayue followed suit. He had no intention of arguing with her childishly, so he just looked at her in silence.
The sound of rain was rustling outside the window, and Jiuhua Yue seemed to see some answers from Fujii Itsuki's eyes. Her expression gradually dimmed, and her tone was no longer as tough as before.
".Then I'm going back to my room to sleep."
"Well, let's go."
Jiu Huayue straightened her clothes, put on her shoes, and returned to her room.
Fujii Itsuki looked in the direction she left until her back disappeared at the stairs.
As soon as Jiu Huayue entered the room, she got into the quilt, curled up her body, hugged her legs, and buried her head deeply.
have no idea.
She really doesn't know
The uncle chose to refuse at this time. Is it because he has the desire but not the courage, and dares to do it but not to take responsibility?
Or does he really think this is bad for him?
Or is the uncle involved with other people, such as Xinchun?
The uncle was unwilling to agree to it because he was considering Xinchun.
Not sure.
Jiuhuayue hid in the quilt and thought for a long time but couldn't figure it out.
She kept breathing and trying to adjust her mentality.
This isn't a big deal, is it?
It's normal to be rejected.
I'm used to being rejected.
Although I had made sufficient preparations and thought about it for a long time before deciding to do this, it made no difference to force this idea on him. It was my own fault.
He definitely doesn't dislike himself.
After being rejected, isn't it okay to just perform better than last time?
After being rejected, as long as you perform better than before, the uncle will always see you, always...
It's okay, it's okay.
The uncle definitely didn't reject me because he was in love with me, no.
*
These days, Fujii Itsuki felt that the relationship between Xiaoyue and himself was the same as Xinchun's in those days.
I rarely talk to myself.
Xiaoyue is still more normal. If she sees that her collar is not neat or something in the morning, she will come forward to help her fix it.
But Fujii Itsuki always felt that something was not right.
I can't tell exactly what's wrong.
I always feel that Xiaoyue is hiding something deep down.
Is it because I rejected her that night?
Fujii Itsuki couldn't help but think.
After school in the afternoon, in the staff office, Fujii Itsuki lay on his chair, staring blankly at the ceiling, lost in thought.
"Teacher Fujii, Teacher Fujii."
"Muzi, what's wrong?"
Akai Muzi frowned and said, "Why are you distracted again? Shouldn't you go to the classroom and watch the stage play they are rehearsing at this time?"
Fujii Itsuki picked up his cell phone to check the time, and it was indeed time.
He immediately stood up and prepared to get up.
"Ashu," Akai Muzi suddenly pulled him and lowered her voice, "Are you worried about something?"
"I'm worried about something? Not really. No, I guess it is a little bit."
"tell me the story?"
Muzi was someone who didn't need to hide anything from her, so Fujii Itsuki told her what happened in the past few days.
Unexpectedly, Akai Muzi fell silent after hearing this.
"Fujii, Muzi, we are leaving after get off work~~"
"Fujii, Muzi, we are leaving after get off work~~"
"great, see you tomorrow."
After all the colleagues in the office left, Fujii Itsuki confirmed with Akai Muzi again: "Is there anything wrong with what I did?"
"No, your refusal is reasonable. It's just that you can't say you're wrong about Xiaoyue. But for a girl, especially someone like Xiaoyue who no one wants to get close to, you know, she must have been mentally prepared to treat you like that before she dared to take the initiative to bring it up to you."
"It's like she confessed her love with great expectations, but was rejected at the last minute, is that what you mean?"
Akai Muzi nodded, "So, she must be a little sad, but I think the problem is definitely not that simple."
Fujii Itsuki sighed and added, "These days they have been practicing the script I gave them. Jiuhuayue is a professional stage actor, and she must have had some guesses after reading the script. After all, I invited her to be the heroine."
"Then Xiaoyue probably knows what you are thinking."
Akai Muzi seemed to have suddenly realized something, "No wonder, no wonder she suddenly asked you that, she obviously didn't need to be in a hurry."
"." Fujii Itsuki did not answer. After all, Xiao Jiuhua and Xinchun were not stupid. It was just that Xinchun saw the implied meaning of the script first, and Jiuhua Yue was one step behind.
"What has Xiaoyue been doing these past two days?"
".Rehearsing a stage play and practicing the trumpet."
“Have you been doing this all along?”
"Always." said Fujii Itsuki.
"this kid"
Akai Muzi couldn't help but say something, staring at Fujii Itsuki, her tone seemed to show some sympathy for her, "She did this just to make you look at her more, to give her more confidence and response. She wants to believe you, and is willing to believe you, as long as you go over and give her an explanation."
She is sad, right?
The scene of the first time he met Jiuhuayue suddenly appeared in Fujii Itsuki's mind.
At that time, she was wearing a white skirt and a red sweater, looking up at the sky and reaching out to touch the falling snow. The heavy snow in the sky and her white face complemented each other. She was just as white and beautiful as the snow.
At that time, Fujii Itsuki felt loneliness from her.
During the time he spent with Jiu Huayue, he could feel that the strongest bond between him and Jiu Huayue was "trust."
Giving her help and care is more like icing on the cake.
The most important thing is trust.
She wants to believe in herself and is willing to believe in herself, so she likes herself.
It has come to this point. To be honest, if possible, Fujii Itsuki would like to respond to her without reservation, just like she has no reservations and loves him wholeheartedly.
Respond to love with love, respond to all with all, this is the right thing to do, isn't it?
Akai Muzi saw Fujii Itsuki's difficulties and consoled him, "Ashu, Xinchun and Xiaoyue both have their own persistence. When you first had this idea, it was destined to be like this."
Fujii Itsuki took a deep breath.
"Muzi, do you think I should still hide something from her?"
"Definitely not. If the child is willing to believe you, he will definitely believe you."
"I'll go find her now."
"Go."
Fujii Itsuki stood up and left the office.
Walking in the corridor, many students who came home late greeted him and he responded one by one.
very strange.
Why do I suddenly have the thought that it would be better if I were not a "teacher"?
If she wasn't a "teacher", then she should have said the same thing to herself as what Jiuhuayue said to her that day when she held an umbrella for her. She didn't need to hide her feelings for herself, and she didn't need to hide her feelings for her either.