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Jiuhua Zhenling could only watch from afar under the rain pavilion as her daughter rushed out the door. Her emotions were also surging at the moment. Seeing her cell phone dropped on the ground, she picked it up.
Staring at the screen, Jiuhua Zhenling felt that it was just like her own home, torn apart.
"Hey, Long Yi, why can't you let go of this obsession?"
"Little Moon!"
Fujii Itsuki finally grabbed Jiuhuayue's hand and forced her to stop, "Xiaoyue, calm down! Don't be impulsive!"
"Calm down? I've been calm long enough!"
Jiu Huayue wanted to shake his hand off, but she couldn't. The girl couldn't help but shed tears.
The rain completely wet her hair, and her crying face and sobbing looked particularly embarrassed and miserable in the rain.
Just by looking at her, Fujii Shu felt a deep sense of guilt and powerlessness. He wanted to get closer to her and say something, but he found that he couldn't say anything. He knew that he couldn't be the support in her heart and couldn't fill the huge emptiness in her heart.
Gradually, Jiuhuayue cried until she almost lost her voice. The rain hit her body wantonly, and her suffering was like the heavy rain curtain, covering the entire street.
Fujii Itsuki couldn't bear it anymore, so he pulled her in front of him.
Jiu Huayue pushed him away and told him to go away and leave her alone.
But Fujii Itsuki didn't care. He just hugged her first and then talked about it later.
Gradually, Jiuhuayue stopped resisting and chose to accept it, hiding in his arms and sobbing.
"Are you feeling better?"
Standing under the eaves on the street, Fujii Itsuki heard the girl in his arms stop sobbing and asked her in a low voice.
"hungry."
Fujii Shu was stunned for a moment, he didn't expect her to say such a thing suddenly. He looked down at Jiuhuayue in his arms, the girl's face was still covered with tears, but there was a hint of stubbornness and grievance in her eyes, as if she was venting the depression in her heart in this way.
"Are you hungry?" Fujii Itsuki couldn't help but let out a bitter smile and said softly, "Then let's find a place to eat something and warm ourselves up."
Jiuhuayue didn't say anything, but just nodded silently. Her face was still buried in Fujii Shu's chest, as if she was using this posture to hide her inner fragility. Her body was trembling slightly, as if she was still recalling the unspeakable pain just now.
Fujii Itsuki raised his head and looked at the convenience store sign not far away. The light was blurred in the rain, but it was the only light at the moment. He gently pulled Jiuhuayue away from his arms, "How about changing clothes first and then eating?"
"Eat first."
“You’ll catch a cold.”
"Eat first."
"Then eat first."
After entering the convenience store, he immediately took Jiuhuayue to the hot food area. He picked some oden and steaming ramen and placed them on the dining area outside the convenience store.
Jiu Huayue looked at the hot air in front of her, her eyes were empty for a moment, then she picked up the chopsticks and started eating without saying a word. Her movements were not elegant, and even a little hurried, as if she was suppressing her inner emotions by eating.
Fujii Itsuki sat opposite her, watching quietly without making any noise to disturb her.
At the same time, he took out his phone and searched for nearby B&Bs. It's not good to catch a cold in the rain.
"Finished?"
"So fast?"
"Ah."
"Do you still want to eat?"
"Not for now."
"There's a B&B not far from here. How about I take you there first? Take a shower and don't catch a cold."
"Ah."
Seeing that she did not refuse, Fujii Itsuki immediately took her hand and took her to the nearest B&B and booked a room after paying the money.
As soon as Jiuhuayue entered the room, she sat on the edge of the bed without saying a word. Seeing her like this, Fujii Shu felt heartbroken. He found her a bath towel and asked her to take off her wet school uniform first. He helped her run some hot water.
I don’t know if Jiuhuayue is sad or tired or what, but she is very obedient now.
When Fujii Itsuki came out after running the hot water, she saw that her sailor uniform, pleated skirt, over-the-knee socks and other items were all thrown aside.
"Okay, the hot water is ready, go take a shower."
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Jiuhuayue didn't say anything, just nodded, then covered her body with a bath towel and went to take a shower.
"finished Wash."
As the girl spoke, Fujii Itsuki looked up at her and noticed that Jiuhuayue's bath towel was tied tightly.
"Xiao Yue."
"Uncle, I don't want to talk about what happened today." Jiu Huayue turned her head away.
".Okay then, it's getting late now, you should go to bed early, I'll go get a room next door."
"You stay."
".Leave?"
"Aren't you afraid that I'll commit suicide or something in this room alone?"
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Can't argue.
"Then I'll get a blanket and sleep on the floor."
"Sleep with me."
"Xiao Yue."
"Do you agree or disagree?"
Fujii Itsuki really didn't want this to happen, but
I can only agree.
"alright."
Later, Fujii Itsuki lay down next to Jiuhuayue.
Even though I was sleeping with Xiaoyue, I just couldn't be happy because of the atmosphere today.
Maybe Xiaoyue was really tired from crying today. When Fujii Itsuki was tossing and turning and couldn't fall asleep, she fell asleep first.
This kid.
When Fujii Itsuki looked at her sleeping face, he couldn't help but mutter to her.
Just now she mentioned suicide or something, and Fujii Itsuki was quite scared.
He remembered that this hotel had a very advanced anti-theft chain, so he walked over, fastened the anti-theft chain, locked it with the room card, and threw it under the bed.
Only after closing the windows and other things did Fujii Itsuki feel a little more at ease.
He lay down next to Jiu Huayue again.
Today is indeed the case.
I don’t know how much time passed, probably after midnight.
Fujii Itsuki fell asleep and had a dream. He dreamed that on the day when he first met Jiuhuayue, she jumped in front of him.
Obviously, it had nothing to do with me at that time. Obviously, even if Jiuhuayue died in front of me, I was just a witness. But looking back now, my heart is filled with reluctance.
Uncle, uncle, uncle
How sweet did this child feel when he called me with a smile?
She could have been smiling, smiling happily
I don’t know if it was because I thought of Jiuhuayue’s smile, but in the second half of the night, Fujii Itsuki felt inexplicably warm.
This is a special kind of warmth, as if it wraps up your whole body.
I fell into the dreamland inexplicably.
The feeling became stronger and stronger, until Fujii Itsuki opened his eyes dazedly.
Why is this feeling so strange?
There was also a faint sound.
When I think about it, I feel like I'm being pressed down by something.
Fujii Itsuki muttered to himself as he picked up his phone in a daze. He turned on the flashlight function with one hand, opened his eyes, and shone his hand reluctantly towards the center.
He was just stupid.
"X-Xiaoyue.?!"
"Humph."
Jiu Huayue just ignored him and placed her hands on his stomach, closed her eyes, and minded her own business.
"No, Xiaoyue, this won't work!"
Fujii Itsuki wanted to get up, but found that his whole body was weak.
Come to think of it, I'm still not energetic
I can't concentrate my mental energy at all, or maybe I'm too focused to be distracted.
wrong? !
Why are my hands and feet still tied? !
No wonder it was so difficult to hold up the phone just now.
No, it’s not working at all!
Fujii Itsuki closed his eyes tightly, not knowing whether to laugh or cry, and could only use an almost pleading tone:
"Xiaoyue, Xiaoyue, don't do this, really don't do this--"
His voice stopped abruptly.
so close!