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It was daybreak and it was still drizzling outside.
The morning light shone into the room through the gauze curtains. Fujii Itsuki opened his eyes and found that he had hardly slept last night.
Physical fatigue and mental depression intertwined together, and last night's experiences flooded into my mind like a tide.
I am tired physically and mentally.
The memories of last night are really hard to recall.
Logically speaking, one should be particularly angry when faced with such coercion.
But why don't I have even a little bit of anger?
Last night, I could have chosen to loudly scold Jiu Huayue and ask her to stop.
Of course, she had an absolute advantage at that time and would definitely not listen to me, but I had to show my resistance!
Then why can’t you take it out yourself?
Because she's heartbroken about what happened last night?
Because I can understand her thoughts? And to some extent, I understand why she suddenly did that?
He turned sideways and looked at Jiuhuayue who was sleeping beside him in the soft light of the morning. The quilt only covered her chest, revealing her smooth shoulders and pretty face. Her breathing was steady and quiet, and it was unknown when she fell asleep, but her sleeping face looked particularly peaceful.
For some reason, seeing her like this, Fujii Itsuki felt a lot more at ease.
Could it be that rather than her giving up on herself, forcing herself to be tied to him like this is something he would rather see?
I definitely won't be able to go to work today.
He picked up his phone and sent a message to Muzi, asking her to help him ask for leave. While Jiuhuayue was still sleeping, he planned to catch up on some sleep.
I didn't sleep last night, and my spirit has already reached its limit
He didn't know how long it had been before he heard a slight noise. He opened his eyes and saw Jiu Huayue had woken up. She was sitting by the bed combing her messy long hair. The morning light reflected on the ends of her hair, casting a halo of light on her thin hair.
She combed her hair with a wooden comb, her movements slow and delicate.
Fujii Itsuki propped himself up, leaned his back against the wall, and just looked at her.
Jiu Huayue noticed his gaze, but did not turn around. She just glanced at him calmly and asked casually:
"Are you awake?"
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"Speak up, you sound like a little girl whose virginity has just been taken away."
Shouldn't this be applied to you?!
".Xiaoyue, don't you have anything to say to me?"
"What can I say?"
"About yesterday."
Jiu Huayue paused for a moment while combing her hair. She said to herself in the camera of her phone, "Just tell me what you want to say. I know what I did was wrong, but since I took action, I am ready to accept all the consequences. You can chase me away, I will do as you wish. Just tell me directly now."
Her tone was calm.
Although she is just a high school student, Fujii Itsuki seems to be almost the same age as her.
".I didn't say I was going to kick you out."
"Then let's not make the topic so serious." Jiu Huayue said, smiling as she came to sit next to him, "Come, have something to eat. While you sleep, I'll go to a Chinese restaurant across the street to buy some dumplings."
The girl had disheveled hair and her image seemed a little unfamiliar in Fujii Itsuki's eyes.
The only thing that remains unchanged is that she is still so beautiful.
Staring at the fried dumplings she was handing to him.
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Fujii Itsuki still couldn't believe that he had had sex with her.
He held out his hand for the fried dumpling, put it in his mouth and took a bite. The pork juice had a very rich aroma.
"What should we do?" Fujii Itsuki asked after eating a few fried dumplings.
"What should we do?" Jiu Huayue was also eating, but seemed a little heartless standing aside.
".What do you think? You did that last night, so it's ok, but why didn't you give me one?"
"Do not want to."
"Don't want to? Jiuhua, what if, what if, what should we do?"
"What if? If that happens, just give birth to the baby."
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Fujii Itsuki stared at the girl's smile blankly, finding it incredible.
"Let me tell you in advance, if you really get pregnant, I will lose my job, and I won't be able to support you and the baby in your belly anymore."
"Don't you want to take responsibility?" Jiu Huayue frowned and moved her face closer.
Fujii Itsuki felt a little guilty and explained, "That's not what I meant. I just wanted to explain the seriousness of the matter to you."
Jiu Huayue poked her chin and said, "Anyway, I think if I'm pregnant, I'm pregnant. At worst, I can just give birth to the child. There are so many places to make money in society now, and it's not like I can't afford to raise the child."
Childish, this idea is so childish.
At this time, Fujii Itsuki looked at Jiuhuayue again. Although she was tall and beautiful, he felt guilty in his heart.
Am I just kidding the child?
Fujii Itsuki, you have committed a great sin!
But this matter can actually be viewed in a positive way.
She is childish, but Jiuhuayue is also very innocent.
Girls of this age are born with the words "youth" and "innocence".
In society, among so many women who have experienced so much, how many are as pure as Jiu Huayue?
"Uncle, I've thought it through. If we really want to have a child, we'll find a place to live in seclusion~"
".You are not ashamed to say this."
"What's wrong with that? Isn't this normal? It's a beautiful vision for the future. You don't think I lied to you yesterday, do you? Uncle, do you remember what I said?"
Xiao Jiuhua wants a home.
How could Fujii Itsuki not remember it?
But after she said that, her words seemed quite reasonable.
I can understand why she wants a child, instead of just playing house and having one for no reason.
".I'm telling you, Jiuhua, don't think about these things at your age. These things are simply constraints, and will waste your most important ten years of youth."
"Is it?"
"Otherwise? Do you think that once you give birth to a child, you're done? You need to prepare everything, including milk powder, pacifiers, toys, and diapers. You also need to hold him and coax him to sleep every day. Can you bear it?"
Jiuhuayue smiled, "I think it's okay!"
".That's just what you think." Fujii Itsuki thought her smile was really pretty.
“It’s really possible!”
"Okay, don't talk about this."
Fujii Itsuki interrupted the topic and continued eating dumplings.
He originally planned to eat a few and then get up, but Jiuhuayue's appearance beside him kept attracting his attention.
While he was looking at her, Jiu Huayue was eating and secretly glancing at him.
"Watch what I do?"
"Ahem," Fujii Itsuki coughed twice deliberately, "Don't you feel uncomfortable?"
"What's wrong?"
"that is."
"Uncle, please explain clearly."
"You last night"
"the first time?"
"Correct."
Jiuhuayue ate the bun and said, "It's okay."
".No pain?"
"It hurts a lot, but it only hurts for a while and then it's gone."
"Are you having trouble walking or something?"
"It's not that exaggerated!"
Fujii Itsuki suddenly saw Jiuhuayue smiling, and it was him who was smiling.
".What are you laughing at?"
"Nothing, nothing," Jiu Huayue waved her hands quickly, looking very happy, "I just think that the uncle has a good imagination. It's obviously the kind of imagination that only a 30-year-old uncle who has never touched a girl's hand can have!"
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"Uncle, don't be sad! This is good. Besides, I helped you graduate. You should be thanking me!"
Graduated when I graduated.
But why does it feel so awkward?
Fujii Itsuki felt like he couldn't say anything at all.
That kind of scene
Shouldn't that kind of scene only happen when two people are deeply in love and are moved to the point of wanting to cry?