Chapter 470 Crying for You Once
Ning Yunxi was stunned by his sudden question and was unable to come back to her senses for a long time.
The almond-shaped eyes are lush and full of thoughts, all mixed and chaotic.
Telling the truth might seem like a subtle seduction. They were destined to be apart in this life, and regardless of her thoughts, she really shouldn't leave him with any thoughts.
After thinking like this, Ning Yunxi lowered her eyes, hiding her guilty conscience, and answered shyly.
"Reporting to my brother, I have nothing to fear."
"After discussing the 'Treatise on Constitutions', he said that my illness in this life would be cured in a short time, so he treated me and then showed me his favor."
There was a place in his heart that seemed to be torn apart. Ning Fengzhe didn't have time to think too much, and it was difficult for him to tell whether the words were true or not. He naturally believed it, and his smile turned into a forced smile without him realizing it.
It's strange. He clearly wanted to make things happen, but why does he feel so heartbroken?
Maybe it's because of the joy and pain that my little sister has grown up?
Ning Fengzhe slightly opened his lips and squeezed out two words with great difficulty.
"Congratulations."
In the moment of silence, she seemed to feel his heart being torn by a knife. Ning Yunxi looked away in panic, as if she had done something wrong, and did not dare to meet his eyes.
"Brother, they are my mother's family, so you should be happy with me."
Ning Fengzhe stared at her intently, without moving his eyes away.
"Well, I'm very happy for you, brother."
Although she said she was happy, her smile had long since disappeared. He spoke softly and asked with concern.
"If you have any pain, have you taken any medicine?"
Ning Yunxi pulled the corner of her mouth, forcing a sweet smile.
"He is a doctor, so he is very meticulous in this regard."
The answer was ordinary, yet somehow it was sharp and pierced Ning Fengzhe's heart, causing him so much sorrow and pain that it became even more severe.
"I asked too many questions. I shouldn't have meddled in other people's business."
Working together, it is inevitable that emotions can't be controlled. Ning Yunxi was deeply worried and gave a reminder.
"Well, please, big brother, observe the etiquette between brother and sister in the future."
The people in the memories were gradually drifting away. Ning Fengzhe was dazed at first, and then he pretended to be calm.
"Yeah, of course."
"Besides that, you and I have the etiquette of monarch and subject. Your Majesty, I will be loyal to you until my death."
Ning Yunxi kept her eyes lowered, her eyelashes rustling, and she was extremely terrified.
"Thank you for your help, big brother."
Ning Fengzhe cleared his mind, cast aside all distracting thoughts, and smiled indulgently.
"Why are you being so polite to me? Let's go to Prince Dijin's mansion together."
Hearing the difference in the tone of voice, Ning Yunxi finally raised her eyes and responded pleasantly.
"Well, good. Brother, you don't have to ask someone to prepare a carriage. My carriage is waiting outside the main gate of Gao's mansion."
Ning Fengzhe suddenly had an idea.
"I should walk with you."
Ning Yunxi was puzzled.
"on foot?"
When their eyes met, Ning Fengzhe smiled gently.
"Okay?"
After a little thought, Ning Yunxi understood what he meant and agreed.
"Well, I will obey you."
She was somewhat respectful and gestured for him to come in.
"Brother, please."
Ning Fengzhe took her wrist through her sleeve and walked towards Prince Dijin's palace with her step by step.
"There are etiquettes between parents and children. Therefore, in the Yuesheng Dynasty, the eldest brother or sister will personally send the younger sister to marry. The etiquette of sending a bride is the same as you and me, so I suggest walking."
A sense of sadness quickly spread in Ning Yunxi's heart, lingering and intertwined with a feeling of heartbreak.
"Yes, little sister understands."
Ning Fengzhe had a smile on his face, but his eyes were filled with sadness. He took every step with difficulty, as if he was in deep danger.
"I am happy for my brother's wedding and cry for my sister's wedding. I should cry for you once."
For fear of offending her brother, Ning Yunxi looked around, confirmed that the path was secluded, and breathed a sigh of relief.
"Men don't shed tears easily. If you feel it's difficult, you don't have to cry. Things are different now. Most people don't cry when they send their daughters off to get married."
As he spoke, Ning Fengzhe was already in tears.
"With my heart and hands in sync, I can weep freely. What difficulty is there?"
The tears are silent but mournful, and each drop is piercing and painful.
Her heart was broken bit by bit, turning into beads on a broken string. Ning Yunxi was moved and tears welled up in her eyes.
"It's not a wedding, big brother, if you act like this, it will look like I'm bullying you."
Ning Fengzhe misunderstood something and felt lonely.
"No one is around, but you still feel embarrassed?"
Ning Yunxi clarified seriously.
"I can't bear to see you sad."
Ning Fengzhe cried uncontrollably, but he still smiled.
"It means a lot. It's not sad. How could you not understand?"
Ning Yunxi asked subconsciously.
"Youxin, is it really just about importance?"
A hint of self-mockery lingered on Ning Fengzhe's lips.
"Slowly, I will change and won't make the same mistake again."
He composed himself and tried to regain his composure.
"Some time ago, when I was in Gandongshan, I informed the prince that I wanted to give you a wedding gift after everything was done and completed."
"I have no intention of accepting the honor bestowed upon me by the prince. I wish to give you all the credit for the plan of Feng Zhengtai and my contribution, and I will submit a petition to the prince to enthrone you as the empress."
"I know that you hold the imperial decree, so there is no need to do this; but I also know that you care about rumors and the opinions of the people. Since you lived in seclusion in Zhexi Mountain, you said, 'I am determined to support Yue Sheng, and I don't want to be criticized as a concubine who harms the country.' Therefore, I have done a great deed for you, and I give you a legitimate and small gift. I hope you will not refuse it."
Ning Yunxi smiled with tears in her eyes and shook her head gently.
"Thank you for your kindness. I appreciate it."
She took her time to express what she thought.
"Brother has made great achievements, and I don't want to compete for them. You have assisted the emperor and plotted against my brother many times. You have been branded as a traitor for several years. Now is a good opportunity to clear your name. How can you miss it?"
"I am not in a hurry to appoint an empress. My parents taught me that I should rely on my own hands for everything. Only when I enjoy the fruits of my labor can I feel at ease. I will work hard to establish my own achievements, gain the recognition of my subjects, and then I can be the mother of the country."
"My little sister's heart is insignificant, I hope my brother will understand and help me."
Ning Fengzhe was very pleased that his sister was sensible. He respected her wishes and agreed.
"Okay, it's all up to you."
"However, I cannot take on the important task of being an emperor. If the prince brings it up later, please join me in begging him to take back his decision."
Ning Yunxi was not surprised as she had expected him to do so.
"Rewards must be given according to merit. Big brother, if you refuse the grace, what other reward do you want?"
Ning Fengzhe's sadness gradually faded away, and was replaced by a feeling of contentment and happiness.
"If I am lucky enough to clear my name, I may be able to become famous all over the world because of this. For me, it will be my wish come true and I will be satisfied with my life's wish."
"Just ask me, since you refused the wedding gift, I still have to think of something else to give you."
Ning Yunxi imitated her elders and spoke politely.
"It's enough if you are here. You and I are siblings, so there is no need to follow conventional etiquette."
Ning Fengzhe smiled helplessly.
"You are easily satisfied."
Ning Yunxi continued the conversation and told her fourth sister the good news.
"It's too early for my canonization and marriage ceremony; however, my fourth sister will marry into the Xu family at noon today. Big brother should think about what gift to give her, and it would be best if you can prepare one for me as well."
Knowing that she was joking, Ning Fengzhe cooperated with her and reprimanded her.
"I'm used to being lazy."
"Once we finish today, we will go to the market to pick out a gift for her. It should be just in time for the auspicious occasion."