Chapter 484: Heartfelt Blessings
"Do I really have to compromise because of my age?" Chen Yang's heart was filled with unwillingness, "Can't I wait for the love that truly belongs to me? But how much time can I wait?" She felt that she was caught in a dilemma. No matter which side she chose, she would feel painful and helpless.
Chen Yang recalled her past dreams and pursuits. She had always longed to find someone who truly understood and loved her, and to walk through every stage of life with him. She once thought that Qi Tongwei was the one, but fate made them go their separate ways. Now, facing the appearance of Liang Lu's cousin, she is not sure whether he is the one she has been waiting for.
She thought of Liang Lu's concern and introduction to her, and she was touched. Liang Lu sincerely hoped that she could find happiness, and this friendship made it hard for her to refuse. But she couldn't make a decision just because of this friendship. After all, marriage is a lifelong event and can't be done rashly.
Chen Yang paced back and forth in the room, trying to find a solution. She thought about rejecting Liang Lu's kindness, but she was afraid of hurting the relationship between Liang Lu and Liang Qunfeng. She also thought about trying to understand Liang Lu's cousin, but the concerns in her heart could not be eliminated.
"What should I do?" Chen Yang felt extremely confused and helpless. She felt as if she was standing at a crossroads, not knowing which direction to go. Every choice was full of risks and uncertainties, making her afraid to take a step forward easily.
During this long night, Chen Yang tossed and turned, unable to fall asleep. Her heart was constantly struggling, thinking about her future. She knew that this decision was not only related to her own happiness, but also affected the people around her. She could not make a choice easily, and had to consider it carefully.
As time went by, Chen Yang's inner conflict became more and more intense. She began to deliberately avoid the questions from Liang Lu and Liang Qunfeng, and tried to avoid any contact with Qi Tongwei. She felt that she needed time to think calmly and find an answer that was truly suitable for her.
During this process, Chen Yang also began to reflect on her life. She realized that she could not always live in the expectations and eyes of others, and she had to bravely pursue her own happiness. She decided not to be bound by age and social pressure anymore, and to listen to the voice of her heart.
"I can't just marry someone randomly because I'm afraid of becoming an older leftover woman." Chen Yang said to herself firmly, "I have to believe that true love will appear at the right time. Even if I haven't met it yet, I can't give up hope."
Chen Yang decided to have a frank talk with Liang Lu and express her thoughts and concerns. She knew that only in this way could she resolve the tangle in her heart and make Liang Lu and Liang Qunfeng understand her choice.
When Chen Yang found Liang Lu, she saw her tired face and felt distressed. "Chen Yang, what's wrong with you? Is it because my cousin bothers you?" Liang Lu asked with concern.
Chen Yang nodded and said, "Liang Lu, I appreciate your concern and introduction. However, I am really not ready to accept a new relationship. I know your cousin is very good, but I am very confused now and don't know what to do."
Liang Lu held Chen Yang's hand and said, "Chen Yang, I understand your feelings. You can't force feelings. If you don't think it's appropriate, don't force yourself. I just hope you can be happy."
Liang Lu looked at Chen Yang's tired and troubled face, and a feeling of guilt welled up in her heart. She realized that her enthusiasm might have brought a lot of pressure to Chen Yang.
"Chen Yang, I'm sorry, I shouldn't have been so eager to introduce my cousin to you. I just thought you two might be a good match, but I didn't expect to put you in such a difficult position." Liang Lu said sincerely.
Chen Yang shook his head gently and said, "Liang Lu, don't say that. I know you are doing this for my own good. It's just that I really don't have the mood to think about love right now."
Liang Lu sighed and said, "I understand how you feel. Relationships really can't be forced. Since you don't have any feelings for my cousin, let's forget about it. I won't force you anymore."
Chen Yang looked at Liang Lu gratefully and said, "Thank you, Liang Lu. Your understanding is very important to me."
Liang Lu smiled and said, "We are friends, so of course we should understand each other. But, Chen Yang, you can't stay single forever. Have you ever thought about finding a suitable person?"
Chen Yang was silent for a moment, then said, "I've thought about it, but I haven't met the right person. I don't want to just settle for someone. I hope to find someone who truly understands and loves me."
Liang Lu nodded and said, "I understand your idea. But sometimes, love needs to be actively sought. You can't always wait for that person to appear. Maybe you can participate in more social activities and expand your social circle. This way, you may have more opportunities to meet the right person."
Chen Yang said thoughtfully: "You make sense. Maybe I should give it a try. But I'm still a little worried. I don't know how to meet new people."
Liang Lu thought for a moment and said, "How about I introduce some of my colleagues to you? They are all very nice people, maybe you can have something in common with them."
Chen Yang hesitated and said, "Will this be too much trouble for you?"
Liang Lu quickly said, "No, no, it's not a big deal. I just hope you can find happiness. Besides, my colleagues are all very good, maybe you will fall in love with each other."
Chen Yang looked at Liang Lu's sincere eyes and felt warm in her heart. She knew that Liang Lu was really thinking about her, so she nodded and said, "Okay, thank you for your help."
Liang Lu said happily, "It's no trouble. I'll talk to my colleagues when I get back and see if there's anyone suitable to introduce to you."
Chen Yang looked at Liang Lu's sincere eyes, and although her heart was warm, when she thought of marriage, the warmth was instantly covered by a complex emotion. She lowered her head slightly and said softly: "Liang Lu, I am actually afraid of marriage. When I see you taking care of the children, you are so busy and exhausted, and you take care of them with all your might, I feel very uncomfortable. I am afraid that I will live such a life, and I think I should not live such a life."
Liang Lu was slightly stunned after hearing what Chen Yang said, then she held Chen Yang's hand with understanding and said, "Chen Yang, I understand how you feel. It is indeed very hard to raise a child, and there are many trivial things in marriage. But this does not mean that marriage is terrible. There are also many beautiful moments."