Chapter 510 If I had known I would be nicer to her
Cheng Shuangying felt relieved when she walked out of the house. She now finally understood why her other sisters were unwilling to come over.
If she had not been soft-hearted and had come over without caring about her parents' difficulties as soon as they cried and told her about their difficulties, she would not have ended up like this.
The more you do, the harder you will be scolded and beaten. If you fail to do something thoughtfully, all your previous efforts will be equal to zero.
Rather than this, she might as well just leave.
Isn't this old lady good at scolding people? Then she will definitely serve herself.
Otherwise, how could she, a paralyzed patient in bed, be so tough?
It must be because she is capable that she can stand so high and be so fierce to her.
Cheng Shuangying walked far away and could no longer hear any sound in the house. Only then did she breathe a sigh of relief.
Leaving the house didn't seem as difficult as she had imagined.
Although my body still smelled of feces and urine, it was not as uncomfortable as before.
Maybe she is a person with little ties to her relatives, and no matter how much she gives to her mother's family, she is not respected.
Cheng Shuangying let out a long sigh and felt extremely relaxed on the way back.
The old woman was not so lucky. After seeing her daughter leave, she had no way to crawl back.
After all this going on, she was completely cold.
She shivered as she scooped a spoonful of hot water and poured it over herself.
After showering several times, the cold body gradually became warm.
She crawled and sat on a small stool, putting her shrunken legs into the wooden basin.
She wrung out the towel and slowly wiped the water off her body. When she was ready to put on her clothes, she realized that the clean clothes had not been brought to her.
The old woman sighed heavily, and only then did she feel extremely frustrated.
Given her physical condition, it is difficult for her to walk without someone's support, let alone get clothes.
Now she is the only one at home and can't do anything. It can be said that she is crying out to heaven and earth for help but no one can help her.
The old woman never regretted any decision she made.
But now she finally regretted the situation.
The only filial daughter was scolded away by her. The old man has always been sharp-tongued and unreliable in doing things.
Who will take care of her after Cheng Shuangying is gone?
It seems that Li Shuping will not come back for now, and Cheng Shuangying probably doesn't want to pay attention to her.
The old woman was shivering with cold as she sat on a small stool.
After sitting for a while, she couldn't stand it anymore. If she continued like this, she would probably freeze to death.
She could only endure the cold, dragging her two shrunken and deformed legs, and crawling naked into the room.
She became paralyzed more than ten years ago, and my son had already married at that time.
Because the two families lived relatively close to each other, and Li Shuping was a filial daughter, she was basically taken care of by her daughter-in-law.
At the beginning, she felt sorry for her daughter-in-law and was polite to her in every way.
She would often say nice things to coax her, but later on, she didn't know when it started, she realized that even with the careful care she received, she would never get better.
The thought of being a cripple for the rest of her life made her temper even worse.
At first she could still bear it, but later she became more and more impatient.
She began to lose her temper at Li Shuping and often said all kinds of nasty things to her.
She was a little nervous when she first said it.
She always said that she would restrain herself for a period of time, and when she was not talking, she would quietly observe Li Shuping's reaction.
She found that even if she said unpleasant words, Li Shuping would not hold it against her because she was disabled.
She tested the situation for a while and basically found out Li Shuping's bottom line.
Later, she repeatedly tested this bottom line, jumping around day after day, courting death.
It seemed that Li Shuping was a good-tempered person. No matter how he made trouble, she would just lose her temper for a while and would be coaxed back into shape soon.
Over time, she felt that Li Shuping was a soft persimmon and she could do whatever she wanted to her.
Later, she became more and more presumptuous and treated her worse and worse.
When Li Shuping was taking care of her, she went from smiling at the beginning to forcing a smile later.
Li Shuping sometimes looks very tired and looks like she could collapse at any time.
She vaguely knew that Li Shuping's mood must be because of the strained relationship with her son.
She knew everything, but she said nothing.
She watched coldly as Li Shuping became haggard and depressed because of these things.
She thought to herself, she was already paralyzed, she was already so miserable, and she was still full of anger, it was impossible for her to sympathize with anyone!
Whether Li Shuping lives a good life or a bad life, this is how her life will be.
They have been married for so many years and already have two children.
Their relationship is so stable that there won't be any unexpected changes.
So what does the quality of their marital relationship have to do with her?
Even if she knew that her son was wrong, she would not try to persuade him.
Just kidding, the daughter-in-law is an outsider, and the son is a family member.
How could she possibly offend her own people for an outsider? Unless she had a tumor in her head.
In fact, as long as her interests are not affected at any time, she can turn a blind eye to anything.
But she didn't expect that Li Shuping and her son would divorce one day.
After she divorced, she left without looking back and never came to take care of her for a single day again.
Even when her husband went to her house and threw feces at her because she didn't send anything for the New Year, she remained indifferent.
She neither cleaned up nor caused trouble for them.
It was as if their anger had hit cotton hard.
Later, the couple divorced and Li Shuping moved out to live with Jiang Wan.
Later she let her daughter come to her home and let her take care of her.
At that time, she felt that since she had such a filial daughter, it didn't matter whether she had a daughter-in-law or not.
Anyway, when one person leaves, another one will come, so she won't have to worry about no one to take care of her.
But I didn't expect that my daughter's patience would never be as good as Li Shuping's.
In the past, she beat and scolded Li Shuping but she never left.
Now she just said a few words and patted her hands, and her daughter left her while she was still taking a bath and walked away.
The old woman was dumbfounded, but she could only endure it and crawl into the room, getting covered in dust. The bath she had just taken wasted.
She didn't care about the dirt on her body and got into bed in an instant.
In the past, Li Shuping would definitely put two hot water bottles in her bed to warm her body after taking a shower.
The quilt was so cold that no matter how she wrapped herself in it, she couldn't keep herself warm.
She lay in the bed that was like an ice cellar, her eyes staring straight at the ceiling, tears streaming down her face.
"What a sin! What a sin! If I had known earlier that I would have been nicer to Li Shuping, I wouldn't have ended up like this!"