Chapter 536: Unable to Become a Golden Phoenix
Song Yanming was so angry that he wanted to get up and leave again. At this moment, Miss Heijin came over to greet Xu Yi.
"Hello."
"Hello."
Miss Heijin asked Xu Yi a long question in English. Xu Yi nodded. Miss Heijin smiled at her and left.
"If you understand, just nod your head."
"No, she said it with a smile. You can't curse at someone while smiling, right?"
Song Yanming was so angry that he was speechless. Xu Yi asked, "What did she say?"
"She said you were beautiful."
"Are you serious?"
"She said you were ugly."
Xu Yi: …
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Why did Xu Yi, who was just beginning to fall in love, choose to please Han Fei and pursue Gu Beicheng instead of making a move on Song Yanming?
Logically speaking, Song Yanming was the person closest to her and the person she could attack best.
But... Xu Yi knew very well that the people who seemed the easiest to deal with were often the most difficult ones.
Just as Xu Yi was about to graduate from college, he began to feel an unprecedented sense of crisis.
I definitely can’t go back to my hometown. My grandmother has passed away, and her poor hometown can provide her with nothing.
Because of Jiang Qing, she was able to live a wealthy life in the Song family, attend the best schools, and have the best connections.
But after graduating from college and leaving the Song family, Jiang Qing had no obligation to take care of her anymore.
At that time, Xu Yi, Han Fei and Gu Beicheng almost all ended in failure and felt that their lives had entered another period of depression and despair.
She hinted to Jiang Qing to go through the adoption procedures. In this way, she would not only live in the Song family, but would be a member of the Song family. She would not have to worry about work and her future life.
But Jiang Qing has her own set of rules. She is nice to her, but she won't let her do whatever she wants. She just doesn't want people to bully her or look down on her. But in fact, she can't care so much.
Only Xu Yi knew how much injustice he had suffered.
Song Yuqian was fine, as she came openly, but Song Yanming was not.
The feeling of oppression that this man brought to her since childhood was unforgettable for her whole life. It made her feel suffocated, and she could not understand it or get rid of it.
Once she leaves the Song family, she will be nothing. Jiang Qing supported her until she graduated from college, and he could have just stopped caring about her. She had been in the Song family for so long, but after she left, she was not even a guest.
Song Yuqian was still a rich lady, but Song Yanming had already inherited the Song family's assets and became the precious prince of the Song family. He would help the brothers around him whenever he could...
But Xu Yi thought that he probably wouldn't help her.
Because he had never liked her since he was a child.
She could even imagine that if she left the Song family like this, when she met these people again as an ordinary person, the difference between them would be like heaven and earth.
When she was pursuing Han Fei out of ignorance before, or when she was pursuing Gu Beicheng later, he never had anything nice to say, and was always looking down on her and being sarcastic.
He didn't talk much, but he often spoke to the point. He seemed to be able to see through her and know what was in her mind.
In his eyes, Xu Yi had almost no secrets.
Xu Yi failed to persuade Jiang Qing to go through the adoption procedures and felt unprecedented despair. After crying for a while, he started working inside the Song family.
Although I got the job, I didn't get any position with power and was just an ordinary employee.
People in the company knew that she was the adopted daughter of the Song family. They treated her nicely on the surface, but they also bullied her behind her back.
The Song family's adopted daughter, the Song family's adopted daughter, the best outcome for her is to be the Song family's adopted daughter for the rest of her life, but that's obviously not possible...
She has grown up, and Jiang Qing will also grow old. When she has her own daughter-in-law and son-in-law, will she still be good to her?
Will Song Yanming's future significant other tolerate her existence?
It was obvious that she had lived a life of fear and anxiety since she was a child, and she thought that everything would be fine once she grew up. She told herself this more than once.
But it didn't get better when I grew up.
Han Fei is a fake rich second generation, Gu Beicheng only has eyes for Qin Moyu, Yang Yue is rich but philandering, Qin Tai is rich but very straightforward, and even when humiliating people he is quite ruthless.
During his time at the Song Corporation, Xu Yi met many high-quality second-generation rich people from other circles, but they were all very unreliable, and Xu Yi was almost picking through a garbage dump.
She firmly believed that as long as she cast a wider net, she would eventually find a good and high-quality partner...
These things gradually spread out, but Xu Yi didn't care. What was wrong with her wanting to live a better life? She wanted to make all those who looked down on her look at her in a new light, instead of being looked down upon more and more.
Song Yuqian talked to her and Jiang Qing also advised her, but Xu Yi only agreed publicly and continued to do as she wished in private.
In fact, she was also shaken. She might as well follow Han Fei. Although he was a fake rich second generation and had no money, he was capable and he loved her sincerely...
He will definitely treat her well. Even if she doesn't have money, a little love is enough.
But what's the point of her wanting love? Her dead grandmother loved her, but what could she give her? She just left a pile of rags for her. What can love do...
Loving her didn't make her suffer all kinds of discrimination after coming to Jiangcheng...
One day, Xu Yi went to a dinner party for the rich second generation with a few so-called "ladies". She got so drunk with the rich second generation that she could not even walk.
She went to the bathroom and picked her throat to make herself vomit out the wine, fearing that she couldn't drink so much and would collapse and get into trouble.
Just as she came out after vomiting, she saw Song Yanming standing by the sink, looking at her with a sullen face.
Xu Yi thought she was hallucinating and stared at him for a long time, until she felt dizzy and was about to fall down. Only then did the man come over and help her up.
She quickly pretended to be gentle and looked at him with tears in her eyes, "Brother..."
"They gave you alcohol."
"Ah."
"Why are you hanging out with these scumbags?"
"They tricked me into coming here. My head hurts."
Song Yanming didn't say anything and just asked her to get in the car.
As the adopted daughter of the Song family, she is still looking for an excuse to live in the Song family for the time being. Song Yanming will do these courtesies.
Song Yanming sent her home. Later, she heard that Song Yanming was provoked by someone that night and smashed the private room.
After Xu Yi inquired, she found out that Song Yanming had smashed the private room where she and the rich second-generations were drinking.
I don’t know which unlucky guy offended him, he deserved it, even she didn’t dare to offend him.
After sobering up, Xu Yi went to the company and nervously avoided Song Yanming's gaze, but he still did not miss the opportunity to play tricks on her.
"If you hang out with good people, you will become good. If you hang out with trash, you will become trash."
Because of this sentence, Xu Yi was angry for the whole day.
What he meant was that she was trash and only deserved to be with trash.
What he meant was that he was high and mighty, and she, no matter how scheming she was and how she went out to drink with others, could not turn things around and become a phoenix.
That's what he meant!