Chapter 561 Why is my brother here?
She called him and said a lot of nasty and vicious words, even cursing him to death.
But even if she said all the bad things she could, she couldn't express her hatred for him.
She contacted the hospital and wanted to abort the child, not wanting the child to continue suffering with her, but she was still struggling with whether she should finally use the child to exchange for some money.
If she aborted the child, she would be left with nothing. All she could think about was the humiliation she had suffered in the Song family over the years.
It would be nice if Song Yanming was a good person and didn't hate her so much.
If, if she was also a bad woman, there wouldn't be so much psychological pressure.
Her material needs had long been met as never before, and now she had experienced losing everything... She felt as if she was in deficit, and no matter what she did, she felt uneasy and panicked.
She didn't even know how to face the future life.
later……
Xu Yi opened his eyes. The light above his head was still glaring. Song Yuqian and Jiang Qing had already finished their calls.
Backstage at the Milan competition, Song Yuqian suddenly stood up and glanced at her, "What's wrong with you?"
Xu Yi looked at Song Yuqian, thousands of words stuck in his throat, and he didn't know what to say for a moment.
She hoped that everything had nothing to do with herself, so she would rather be an outsider. She really imagined herself as an outsider. She had no idea why the world before she traveled through the book was so blank.
Because that world doesn't exist...
That world was just her fantasy. She imagined that she was not adopted by the Song family and was just an ordinary girl.
After school, you can survive independently in society.
I have never seen any prosperity, I only know about three meals a day, firewood, rice, oil and salt... I live an ordinary and simple life.
She doesn't have to try hard to please anyone, nor does she have to feel any psychological burden on anyone.
The so-called Jiang Qing, Song Yanming, Song Yuqian, and all the people and things she met after she came out of the mountains were just illusions and did not exist.
Including the baby in her belly, it has nothing to do with her. It wasn't her, it was done by someone else.
She is just a clean Xu Yi, simple and pure. She has never done these things, never. That was done by another person and has nothing to do with her!
So, after she woke up and saw Song Yanming, she seemed to be out of the matter, and there was a complete story in her mind.
In that story, the heroine was not her, but a more perfect woman.
When she was studying design, there was a woman named Zhou Zhiyin in the design circle. She was a legend in the circle and was known as a design genius in Jiangcheng.
She has a good family background and shines wherever she goes...
Song Yanming should be with a woman like this. The shining person is the heroine, and the supporting actress is just a bad woman who does all kinds of evil.
She is just an outsider and cannot change anything... All she can do is live her own simple and beautiful life.
Then she can also restrain herself. She can't be as vicious as the other "her". The other "her" is a bad woman through and through, but she is not. She is just an outsider.
A kind, innocent outsider who can accompany him to make a comeback, but she is also worldly and she also loves money because everyone wants a better life.
But as an outsider, she wanted to keep the child. She didn't want to be like another "her" and take that step to do something bad that would hurt herself and those around her.
She didn't want to hurt anyone, especially Song Yanming and the innocent baby in her belly.
She also didn't want to hurt Han Fei, who had always loved and spoiled her.
He did a lot for her... If he wasn't poor, if she didn't know that she would have a very hard life if she followed him, she might have accepted him.
They are all ordinary people.
Xu Yi's vision went from blank to dizzy, and then slowly became clear. She saw Song Yuqian walking towards her and patting her shoulder, "Hey, sister-in-law, don't scare me, what's wrong with you?"
"Are you crazy with joy? You won a prize, sister-in-law..."
Cassia also came over, "Xu Yi, Xu Yi..."
Just then, footsteps were heard behind him. Xu Yi turned around suddenly, his face full of tension and even cold sweat.
She could accurately recognize Song Yanming's footsteps. She was afraid of him, so she was very familiar with them.
Song Yanming saw Xu Yi's shocked expression. He clearly saw her happy on the surveillance camera, and he couldn't hide the smile on her face.
Her eyebrows are curved, her smile is sweet, like a flower with rich honey exuding an alluring fragrance...
He thought that at this time, she would want to celebrate with him.
As a result...why does she have this expression?
Song Yanming had a bad feeling in his heart and took two steps. Xu Yi stepped back in fear, obviously frightened...
The last time he had seen this kind of fear was that night when he was drugged.
When she regretted it, she looked at him with such fear.
"Brother, don't, don't..."
"It hurts, I'm wrong, I admit it..."
He was conscious for a short time at that time, and Xu Yi also knew that he was conscious, but he just wanted to play dumb.
Why would he miss such a good opportunity? He is not a fool.
It's delivered to your door, and you want to run away?
Song Yuqian looked at Xu Yi's expression as if she had seen a ghost, pointed at her and said to Song Yanming, "Brother, she must be so happy that she is silly. She herself didn't expect to get first place."
The man looked at Xu Yi, and was so irritated by her facial expression that he could only stand where he was, clenching his big fist slightly at the edge of his trousers, and then loosening it.
He looked at her and smiled faintly, "What are you standing there for?"
Xu Yi's fragmented memory fragments were gradually summarized and combined into a complete memory that belonged to her.
There is the past, and there is also the present, and every point in time matches up, rather than just remembering the general story lines one by one.
In fact, the story line she imagined was not complete. It was just a dream and a script she created for herself. She forced herself and convinced herself to believe it.
Xu Yi's brows were tightly furrowed as she looked at the man in front of her who was smiling at her. It was hard to associate him with the cold and ruthless man in her memory who only knew how to mock her, be sarcastic, and threaten to send her back to the mountains.
No matter how she tried to please him, he ignored her.
No matter how she pretended to be innocent and pure and cute and called him brother, he was never moved at all...
It was as if just because she lived in the Song family and received the Song family's favor, whatever she did was justified.
Xu Yi looked at him, as if she was looking at two people. Finally, she moved her pink lips slightly, "Why is my brother here..."
Song Yanming was stunned. Only he and Xu Yi knew about this. Except in bed and occasionally acting coquettishly, she would never call him like that in serious occasions.
Song Yuqian also cleared her throat, "Xu Yi, are you crazy?"