Chapter 636 Zheng Jinshu's Hidden Illness
Seeing that Princess Rui was about to talk about Gu Ziyan again, Zheng Jinshu quickly interrupted and said, "Sister Ziyan must feel that this happened too suddenly. It's all my fault. I should have told Sister Ziyan first."
Gu Zizhan said beside him, "Is mother having dinner here?"
Princess Rui glanced at the two of them and said, "No, I have something else to do when I get back."
"Well, mother, please go back first! They can discuss their own affairs."
Princess Rui looked at her daughter, then glanced at Zheng Jinshu: "Okay! I'll go back first."
Then he looked at Gu Ziyan and said, "Ziyan! You have watched Jinshu grow up since he was a child. Don't you still trust him? Don't be willful."
After saying this, he left happily with the nanny beside him.
The group of people who laughed at her during this period.
snort.......
My daughter, Ji Moyun, can marry a high-ranking official in the court even if she is divorced.
See if you have anything else to say.
Princess Rui had never thought about whether these two people could succeed. Even if Gu Ziyan was not smart, she would have to agree even if she was forced to do so.
Gu Zizhan went out to see them off, leaving only Zheng Jinshu and Gu Ziyan in the hall.
Before Princess Rui got on the carriage, she looked at Gu Zizhan and said, "You are always smart. Advise your sister to seize this good marriage opportunity."
In order to quickly get rid of the people, Gu Zizhan nodded without saying anything else: "Okay."
After saying this, he watched Princess Rui leave.
He went back to his own yard and didn't go to the front yard.
There were no outsiders in the main hall now, but Zheng Jinshu didn't know how to start the conversation.
"I...I...Sister Ziyan..." Zheng Jinshu was so nervous that he couldn't speak clearly when he saw Gu Ziyan's gaze on him.
Gu Ziyan spoke first: "Jinshu, I know you were trying to help me out just now, and I am very grateful to you, but it is really unnecessary for you to put yourself in trouble just to help me out."
Zheng Jinshu explained: "Sister Ziyan, I really am not doing this to help you out. I really like you and I will marry you in this life."
Gu Ziyan was stunned. How could this be?
He must be kidding!
Gu Ziyan stared at Zheng Jinshu in front of her with a confused look on her face and said softly, "Jinshu, you are so good, but I am divorced and cannot have children. How can I be worthy of such an excellent person like you?"
"Besides, there are many young ladies from famous families in the capital. They are both talented and beautiful, and have prominent family backgrounds. You can definitely choose the one you like from them and marry her. In this way, you will definitely be able to live a happy life in the future."
Zheng Jinshu quietly looked at Gu Ziyan's extremely serious expression, and his heart was instantly filled with endless loss.
He was originally thinking happily that since Sister Zi Yan had divorced, he might have the opportunity to pursue her.
The cruel reality was like a bucket of cold water poured over his head, making him realize clearly that even though Sister Zi Yan was single again, she still had no feelings for him.
Are we just going to watch each other pass each other by again?
no way!
Life is only a few decades long, so how can we afford to miss opportunities again and again?
Thinking of this, Zheng Jinshu secretly clenched his fists and made up his mind to work hard for his own happiness.
Zheng Jinshu bit her lips tightly, her eyes flickering. After hesitating for a long time, she finally raised her head and looked at Gu Ziyan with a pitiful expression, and said softly: "Sister Ziyan, actually...actually I have been hiding something from you."
Hearing this, Gu Ziyan couldn't help but feel confused and asked quickly: "Ah? What's going on?"
She blinked her beautiful eyes and stared at Zheng Jinshu with curiosity.
Zheng Jinshu took a deep breath, as if he had made up his mind, and slowly said, "The rumors about me being a homosexual are actually not true."
"That was just because my mother pushed me to get married too hard and I couldn't bear it, so I deliberately spread that rumor. But in fact, the real reason is... I am impotent."
At this point, Zheng Jinshu's face instantly turned red, like a ripe apple, and he wished he could find a crack in the ground to crawl into.
At this moment, Gu Ziyan couldn't believe her ears. This sudden truth shocked her.
She widened her eyes and stared at Zheng Jinshu blankly, not knowing how to respond for a moment.
His mouth was slightly open, but no sound came out. His heart was in turmoil.
Zheng Jinshu didn't seem to notice Gu Ziyan's abnormality, and continued to talk to himself: "I'm really afraid that this matter will be exposed after the marriage. Not only will it make me lose face, but it may also bring shame to the family."
"So, I came up with that idea and deliberately spread the news that I liked a man, hoping to avoid being urged to get married. But I didn't expect that even so, my mother still refused to give up and kept urging me to get married."
"Just when I felt I was at my wit's end, I suddenly thought of you, Sister Ziyan. We grew up together and know each other very well. So I want to ask you, can you marry me and keep this secret for me?"
Gu Ziyan had never thought that Jinshu actually had such a hidden illness, but if they really got married, she couldn't hide it.
Seeing that Gu Ziyan didn't say anything, Zheng Jinshu continued, "Sister Ziyan, you don't want to face Princess Rui's urging for marriage, right? Why don't we work together? Both parents won't urge you. Besides, I will live outside after we get married, so you won't feel as depressed as you did in the Duke's Mansion. Besides, I can be considered a presentable figure!"
"Don't worry. After we get married, I will give you the freedom you want and will never interfere with you in any way. I will also treat Mo Yan as my own son, and you have the final say in everything in the mansion."
Zheng Jinshu said as he looked at Gu Ziyan's emotions.
Gu Ziyan listened to Zheng Jinshu's plan and had to say that if Jinshu really couldn't have children, then the two of them being together could really avoid being urged to get married by both sides' parents.
She actually didn't plan to remarry, but looking at the situation today.
It seemed that she had an opportunity to do so even if she didn't want to. Her mother felt that as a divorced woman, she should remarry a man and depend on him for her life.
She wanted to use Xia Xia's words, that a woman is an independent entity and should not live for anyone but for herself.
You don't have to rely on men and you can live a good life on your own.
But needless to say, her mother probably wouldn't listen.
What Jinshu said was just a show between the two of them, and she now had a decent support.
And his hidden illness would not be known.