Chapter 825 Zhang Qilin 1

Sometimes it can be confusing to be yourself.

After making sure that it was not an illusion, and that it was not the bronze bell or the bronze door that was causing trouble.

Zhang Qilin was stunned for a long time.

Listening to the German outside and looking at the wooden building, he suddenly rushed to the yard downstairs and hugged Mr. Qi who was humming a song, as if water wet his neck.

"Mr. Zhang."

The black bear was stunned. No way, no way, he was bewitched by the blind man.

He hasn't used up all his secrets to chasing men yet.

However, when he felt the person in his arms crying, Hei Xia Zi became nervous. He dropped the water pipe, hugged the mute, and coaxed him.

"What's wrong? Are you having a nightmare? Don't be afraid, don't be afraid. I'm here, I'm here."

After all, this person who is dearest to his heart never cries. She just stands there coldly, and no one approaches her.

As if this could give him a sense of security.

It made him feel so sad.

His hand ran soothingly down his back.

A familiar voice rang in his ears, carrying with it the youthfulness of a teenager. They were young that year.

"blind."

Zhang Qilin himself didn't have too many emotions, but being blind was different.

Seeing that the mute's emotions had stabilized, Hei Xia Zi took his hand to turn off the faucet and wanted to take him back home, as he felt so embarrassed staying outside.

If you have any questions, come back and tell me.

The young prince has plenty of time.

There was endless time to talk to the mute about what stage they had reached, the kisses and hugs, and what the next step would be, the wedding night.

Zhang Qilin: . . .

To be honest, young people are really lively and enthusiastic.

Otherwise, how could he have been caught up by him?

Very clingy.

When Xia asked him what was wrong, he suddenly couldn't say anything, which was very hurtful to Xia.

It was he who hurt the blind.

He tormented him time and time again, and abandoned him time and time again. Would he and Xia really not repeat the same mistakes? Shouldn't he drag Xia down?

Too many scenes flashed before his eyes, and Zhang Qilin's eyes were filled with indelible sadness.

He cried.

"Dumb, don't cry."

Hei Xia Zi just wanted to make the mute cry in bed. He really didn't want him to cry in daily life, and he didn't do anything bad.

Could it be that the mute's family broke up the couple?

That wouldn't work. At worst he could elope with the mute and they would go to the African savannah to hunt lions.

The dumb man cried so hard that his heart ached.

He knew more about the mute's family than the mute imagined.

Besides, the Zhang family member had warned him that falling in love with a member of the Zhang family was not a good start.

So they will not have a good ending, especially their patriarch.

Hei Xia Zi knew that this was actually a well-intentioned reminder, but he fell in love with Mr. Zhang at first sight.

Love in the Republic of China was precocious, especially in their family. The whole society generally allowed people to get married and have children in their teens.

He has experienced more than a mute.

When he returned to China, he was alone.

Eji has always said that living a good life is her wish.

Isn’t it just amnesia? Why would the little prince be afraid of this? He is not afraid, just like Abu chasing Eji.

Don’t regret if you fall in love. Love itself is not about weighing the pros and cons. It is about me following you unconditionally and supporting you, wishing you the best.

The spring scenery is eye-catching, and the jungle covers thousands of acres.

The peaks are begging you to bring a peach blossom with you.

If it weren't for the blinding of one's eyes, how could I be willing to lose again and again for the one my heart belongs to.

Mr. Zhang, I love you, and I am happy to do so, even if it hurts my heart.

Even if there is no result, it is just my delusion. It has nothing to do with you. It is not your fault, but my fault.

So don't cry, my Mr. Zhang.

Zhang Qilin's eyes were blank, painful and ignorant. His face had a kind of divine holiness that made people dare not offend. Such a face had a holy beauty in both men and women. Unlike the blind man, his face had a three-dimensional sense, carved with a knife and an axe, and was unrestrained and uninhibited. Many people liked him, but he rejected them all.

He already has a family.

When the two of them are together, they provide a strong sense of security and stability.

So, once a person has met someone amazing in his life, no one else will ever catch his eye.

Zhang Qilin stared at Xia for a long time, and he touched Xia's face and hands inch by inch.

He placed his blind hand on his chest, where there was a constant pain, so intense that he was unable to speak.

"Blind, it hurts."

I, Zhang Qilin, cannot accept losing you. I can't, I can never accept losing you again, okay.

In Hei Xia Zi's astonished eyes, Zhang Qilin said the longest words of his life.

From beginning to end, nothing is held back.

Zhang Qilin leaned on the blind man with empty eyes. He was waiting for the blind man's judgment.

The future is so hard, why do you still want to pursue me?

I will forget you, again and again. More than once.

So, is it more pitiful for him who lost his memory and has to search for memory all his life, or is it more pitiful for the blind man who remembers everything and pursues it soberly?

The pain cannot be compared.

He respected all of Xia's decisions, except for his unwillingness to see Xia die.

Blind death took his soul directly away.

When Zhang Qilin blamed himself, Hei Xiazi's hair stood on end.

Because no one knows yourself better than yourself.

Although he did not understand his own decisions in the future, but from what Mr. Zhang said.

Repeated amnesia and repeated pursuits did not make him give up.

Until Wu Xie appeared.

He is tired.

He thought it was everyone he couldn't remember, not that they forgot him.

So he must have been discouraged at that time.

However, he knew very well that they were not wrong.

The scariest thing in the world is that they are all right.

Later, his eyes deteriorated, and what he did in those ten years was to leave a way out for the mute.

The mute also has his own misleading things about him.

It's something he can do.

Being dumb is so miserable.

He wanted to set the mute free.

Live freely.

But he would still feel sad if he saw it too much, so he traveled all over the world and occasionally saw the lively mute.

So this is what it’s like when a mute falls in love.

Fortunately, Wu Xie, you have not met my Mr. Zhang.

What my Mr. Zhang did to me, he never did to you.

He is your little brother, Men You Ping, not my Mr. Zhang.

Someone once said that people who don’t have common memories are just similar skins.

Mr. Zhang who loved him is dead, and only Brother Pingzai who loves Wu Xie is left.

He can tell the difference clearly.

Now it’s the little prince who is shedding tears.

Some people say that the death of one of the lovers is the end of the other.

Then forgetting your lover is another kind of abyss.

He just doesn't love you anymore.

Hei Xia Zi's love for Mr. Zhang transcends life and death, and Zhang Qilin feels a familiar and close feeling towards Wu Xie. Perhaps this is just the young prince's self-deception.

He needs to sort out his feelings.

As for why he believed it, it was because he believed what Mr. Zhang said.

Mr. Zhang would not lie to him.

However, he felt uncomfortable when he thought that he would be a pauper in the future and would be unlucky to his employer. He decided to pay the balance and then die.

employer:....

Don’t we want to live?!