Chapter 890 What qualifications do you have to say that I am irresponsible?
Shen Mo coldly put his arms around her waist.
"Thank you." Tan Xiangjun said hesitantly.
Shen Mo acted as if he was facing a stranger. He didn't say a word and didn't even bother to look at her. He just carried Chenchen to the bathroom and washed his face with warm water.
Tan Xiangjun felt a pain in her heart and sat uncomfortably on the single sofa, not knowing what to do.
A few minutes later, Shen Mo came out holding Chen Chen and sank into the leather sofa, allowing Chen Chen to sit on his lap face to face.
"Chenchen, are you okay? Are you still scared?"
Chenchen lowered his little head and shook his head.
Shen Mo held up his son's little face and said, "Look into Dad's eyes and tell him, is it stable?"
As Shen Mo asked, he used the palm of his hand to smooth Chenchen's wet hair to the top of his head, revealing his shiny forehead.
Chenchen's eyes were still red and swollen, and his eyelashes were still stained with moisture, but his face had a little color and he didn't look as scared as before.
"Dad, I'm fine. I'm not afraid as long as you're here." Chenchen looked into Shen Mo's eyes and pursed his lips in grievance.
Shen Mo felt a sharp pain in his chest. How could he be well? She was still in shock, but she said this to reassure him.
He is only four years old, which is the age when he can play carefree in kindergarten. Why should he endure all this?
Shen Mo is so heartbroken!
Tan Xiangjun kept looking at Shen Mo, and could tell that Shen Mo was very angry, so she went to the bathroom to wash her face to make herself look less embarrassed, and then she mustered up the courage to walk over, "Chenchen, mommy will hold you."
As soon as Chenchen turned around and opened his arms to look for his mother, Shen Mo held Chenchen's little hand and hugged his son tightly in his arms. Then he looked up at Tan Xiangjun, and the look in his eyes was icy and chilling, which made people shudder!
Tan Xiangjun's heart skipped a beat, her body trembled, and she swallowed subconsciously.
"Shen..." Biting her lip, she finally mustered up the courage and begged him with a trembling voice: "Shen Mo, can you let me hug Chenchen? Chenchen is scared, he wants his mother."
"You also know that Chenchen is terrified? Who caused all this?"
Shen Mo's voice was icy cold, and every word he spoke seemed to be quenched by ice chips, bringing a bone-chilling chill that instantly dropped the temperature of the room to freezing point.
He really hated and was furious with the woman in front of him. He hated her stubbornness, was angry at her cowardice, and was always doing things on her own!
If he didn't teach her a lesson and make her change, their lives would not be easy, and that was not what he wanted.
Tan Xiangjun's face turned pale, and her heart seemed to be stabbed by something, "I'm sorry."
"Will saying sorry work?!" Shen Mo stood up suddenly and looked at Tan Xiangjun angrily, "You knew that Chenchen had just been kidnapped and was still shrouded in a huge psychological shadow. The best way was to stay with his parents and slowly withdraw. But you took him away from the capital at this time and made him experience such a terrible thing just now, which invisibly caused him secondary harm and aggravated the harm of the shadow to him. Is this how you love him? As a mother, you are not responsible at all. You are not a qualified mother!"
Shen Mo was furious, and every word he said was full of rebuke. Tan Xiangjun listened silently, feeling that these words were extremely hurtful and harsh, but she had no way to refute them because she knew she was wrong.
However, when she heard the last sentence, a huge sense of grievance immediately hit her heart. Her eyes turned red and tears flowed down uncontrollably, "I am not qualified?! Do you know how much I have sacrificed for Chenchen?! Do you know how much I have worried about his illness, and how many days and nights I have cried?
"In order to treat his illness, I worked day and night. To save money, I mostly ate steamed buns and pickled mustard tubers. A bowl of instant noodles and a starch sausage was considered a luxury.
"Why do you say I'm irresponsible? You can say I'm not a qualified mother, but you can't say I'm irresponsible. For Chenchen, I can sacrifice everything I have. How can you say I'm irresponsible?
"And what right do you have to blame me? Apart from that night, what have you done? It was me who carried him for ten months, it was me who endured the pain of giving birth to him, it was me who knew he had leukemia but refused to give up treatment, it was me who kept going to the hospital and working to earn medical expenses, what right do you have to blame me? Why?"
The more Tan Xiangjun spoke, the more tears filled her eyes. Although she wanted to hold them back, she couldn't control herself and tears rolled down her cheeks.
Shen Mo felt distressed, as if his heart was stabbed, because he had witnessed the difficulties she had gone through before, so he knew how difficult Tan Xiangjun had been in the past, but this was not a reason for her to be forgiven, these were two different matters.
"If you were responsible, you should have thought about the possible consequences of running out with Chenchen. Even you are worried, let alone Chenchen?! And have you ever thought that it is not safe for you to take Chenchen with you? You are pregnant, and the lives of two children are in your hands. Is this what you call being responsible? You are not a person, you are the mother of two children!"
Shen Mo's words once again left Tan Xiangjun speechless. Her face turned pale as paper, as if someone had strangled her neck and heart. While she could not make a sound, the oxygen in her chest was constantly being squeezed, and the pain of suffocation spread little by little.
She felt wronged, but what right did she have to feel wronged? Every word Shen Mo said pierced her heart, and she felt guilty and remorseful.
What Shen Mo said was right, she had no way to refute it, and she had no right to refute it.
"Mom, don't cry."
Chenchen's soft voice sounded slowly, and a small hand slowly reached out and wiped the tears from her face.
Hearing this, Tan Xiangjun's tears burst out again. Regardless of whether Shen Mo was willing or not, she hugged Chenchen and burst into tears.
Shen Mo did not push her away. Although he was angry, she was the girl he liked after all. She had worked hard to raise Chen Chen for four years. He could not deny her efforts just because of this mistake. It was unfair to her.
After taking a deep breath, Shen Mo reached out and embraced Tan Xiangjun, and said in a deep voice: "Okay, okay, isn't it okay? Crying all the time during pregnancy is not good for the baby."
Tan Xiangjun nodded helplessly, and finally she relaxed completely. She cried and asked, "Can I hold Chenchen?"
"Of course, you are his mother, of course you can." Shen Mo handed Chenchen to Tan Xiangjun's arms.
Tan Xiangjun hugged Chenchen and couldn't help crying, "Chenchen, I'm sorry, Mom is sorry for you, Mom didn't consider the danger, Mom is not a good mother."
Chenchen's eyes were filled with tears, and she cried and shook her head: "No, Mom is the best mom in the world. Chenchen is the happiest baby to be Mom's baby."
"Chenchen..." Tan Xiangjun burst into tears.
Shen Mo stood by and watched this scene. He felt bad and sighed deeply. Was he too harsh on her?
Although she is already 22, she became a mother at after all. She is a little younger than Jiuer. She has no one to help her and is even helpless most of the time. She must have been tortured by life a long time ago, right?
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