Chapter 1111 Little Toad Diary
Ever since I can remember, they have said that I am the ugliest creature in this world.
At that time, I was in the Tianshui Empire, for sure, because I was with my five younger brothers, looking at the high-ranking humans, just like the ants next to us.
It seems that just being alive is enough.
I continue to practice.
Pooh.
What kind of cultivation is this? I am thrown into the river every day, and no one is even willing to treat me as a delicacy on the dinner table.
I have lived for a long time, and I have seen humans killing each other. I have seen humans destroying their own relatives for their own benefit.
At that time, I just thought, it’s good to be alive.
If there is a chance, I also hope that they can live like me, in the nameless and filthy river, without having to think about any problems.
When I started practicing, I really practiced aimlessly.
Not for myself, but for my brothers who are still surviving among the human race.
It was then that I learned that there was a creature called demon.
I've long been accustomed to it. As a demon, I should be despised.
Even though I am stronger than their emperor!
Slowly, one day I became a human being.
I became the Emperor of Tianshui.
I began to get scared. I was afraid that one day in the future my people would discover that I was a demon!
When I think of their disgusted looks, I think of my former brothers who would stay away from me or turn their swords against me because of my identity as a demon.
I was very scared.
In this way, I spent a hundred years in constant fear.
Then, a thousand years passed.
Ten thousand years have passed.
I got a chance.
He actually sat on the throne of Emperor Tianshui.
That guy told me before he died, he said, I am the savior.
How ridiculous, a toad.
How to be a savior?
But...
I actually became the Emperor of Tianshui!
I am not as good as those powerful ones. I have experienced a great catastrophe that lasted for thousands of years inexplicably.
And somehow survived.
But I am really scared, I am afraid that my people will discover my demon tribe! !
Yes, I am a monster.
But I don’t want to be a monster.
Over time, they got used to it.
Treat me as the Emperor, treat me as the Sovereign.
Never treated me as a monster.
I don't understand anything.
I don't know how to be a good king.
I don’t know how to be a good leader.
But I know that as long as the people live and work in peace and contentment, that's all that matters.
I stole a lot of treasures, and I didn’t know that I would have so many treasures in my mind.
I was scared, but I got used to it and it doesn't matter anymore.
I wanted to live my life in mediocrity, but someone encouraged me to dominate the three empires.
After that idea sprouted in my mind, I kept a low profile for many years.
Ji Shuang and I joined forces and finally waited for that day.
Lost, really lost.
I never thought that I was defeated by the Nine Blood Dragons, but I was defeated by Lu Yun.
He was a godly man.
He did not look down on me, and was even willing to swear a blood oath with me and become sworn brothers.
He is different from .
Everything I thought about in my heart, I simply didn’t dare to do.
But he told me as a matter of course: "All beings are equal."
Oh my god, how come the demons and humans are equal?
I decided to follow him to explore the so-called equality of all beings.
However, I know in my heart that there can be no equality among all beings in this world.
I don't know why I believed him and followed him.
It seemed as if my heart was telling me that I could really succeed.
At the beginning of the war, I was scared.
But when I faced that guy, I didn't expect that I would be able to go forward without hesitation.
Just like Queen Qin at that time.
The same as everything she did for the Divine Fire Empire.
I had a vague feeling that I could do it, too.
When I first learned about Queen Qin, I was amazed at her greatness. I thought I couldn't do it, but I didn't expect that I actually did it.
If I am destined to live in darkness for the rest of my life.
Then, Lu Yun is definitely the dawn.
It's hard to imagine that a guy like me, who is neither human nor monster, would subconsciously protect Lu Yun.
And I didn't just protect him, I protected the entire empire.
I can see their eyes.
I also know that they all understood at that moment that from the beginning to the end, I was a complete demon.
But, for some reason, I really don’t seem to be able to be an emperor.
I have never loved this world.
Even more, I am resentful of this world.
But at that time, the millions of lives behind me were my people.
I seem to be able to do something, but I also seem to be unable to do anything.
But, I am their big brother.
So, at that moment I knew that even if I couldn't do anything, I had to try my best.
Even if I pay a heavy price and cannot change anything, I will still give it a try.
No matter how my people see me at that moment.
As long as they're behind me.
Just don't let me back down.
Until I heard Lu Yun's voice.
His questioning.
He was indignant about me.
Although, I don’t blame anyone.
But I still feel touched when I see him feel so sorry for me.
At that moment, I suddenly believed what Lu Yun said about the equality of all beings.
He believes that being a human being is nothing special.
Even if you are a monster, there is nothing to be ashamed of.
The demons were not scary in his eyes.
And those gods who are high above him cannot order him around.
At that moment, I understood that the so-called equality of all beings is his heart.
I know that I may never be able to finish my book.
But, it doesn't matter.
Now, I have found someone better suited to continue writing besides myself.
I believe that in his writing, all living things are equal.
As long as it is life, it is precious.
In my eyes, both the darkness and light of this world are worth existing.
Those beautiful or ugly scenery all have their own meaning of existence.
He will look at the world with the most impartial eyes.
Write the world with the fairest brushstrokes.
Be it a human, a demon, or a monster.
So, I can finally leave with peace of mind.
But I was unwilling to give up.
The world described by Brother Lu Yun is what I have been looking forward to and want to see for a long time.
How could I just leave like this?
No.
I do not want.
Even if it's not the writer.
Let me also be a witness to this world.
Let me see with my own eyes the world where all things are equal that Brother Lu Yun described.
What kind of scenes will there be in that world? How will humans, monsters, and demons get along with each other...
I don't want to.
Maybe it’s because I’m too nostalgic.
When I felt my consciousness was becoming hazy, I seemed to hear a voice in a daze.
A voice from far, far away.
At that moment, I felt very light.
But I didn't think of anything.
That's all I thought of.
Brother Lu Yun, wait for me!
I am coming!