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Wang Ge fell silent.
Li Zhimeng continued: "When I went to see her, she became so thin and weak that I almost couldn't recognize her..."
"She told me that she was very satisfied with being able to live for such a long time. She said that she had already had enough of this kind of fearful life, not knowing which day she would suddenly die. She said that she did not want to continue chemotherapy. The money for chemotherapy You can buy a lot of delicious food for your younger brothers and sisters. She said that chemotherapy hurts so much and her bald head is so ugly. Even if she dies, she wants to die beautifully... She said that she really wants to live."
"I found on the Internet that when people are happy, their bodies secrete a chemical that can kill cancer cells."
"I remembered that she was most concerned about my studies. She often told me that the world is big and exciting. I should study hard and get out of this small city to see the outside world."
"So I studied very hard and wanted to be in the top ten, or even first, so that she could be happy."
"Even if it's useless, it's still good to make her happy."
Li Zhimeng paused and kicked the pebble away with force, "But I can't pass the exam."
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"But in my opinion, all this is nothing more than that."
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Chapter 148 Powerlessness is the norm in life
Wang Ge was silent for two seconds and asked, "Are you sad?"
"It's actually not bad."
Li Zhimeng shook his head, "Growing up in a welfare institution, I saw many lives passed away. There were many children who died due to various diseases. Maybe one day I was happily playing games with him, and the next day I will attend his funeral..."
"Our dean told us when we were very young that we should cherish every brother, sister, and younger brother and sister around us, because we don't know which day he might leave us and go to another world alone."
"I'm used to life and death, so my sister's departure didn't make me sad for too long. I just felt that I was so useless that I couldn't even make my sister happy in the end."
She raised her head, put her hands behind her back, and walked very lightly, "Since then, I have understood that I am just an ordinary person, not powerful, not smart, not a world protagonist who can do anything he wants to do, I just A little loser who can't get into the top ten even if he tries hard."
Wang Ge did not speak and remained silent.
"Oh, actually I don't want to talk about such sad things."
Li Zhimeng shook his little head and tried to keep his tone as normal as usual, "Being helpless is the norm in life, and I will not be an exception. It is very normal to be unable to do anything."
Wang Ge was silent for two seconds and said with some uncertainty, "Is this what I should say to comfort you?"
"I don't need comfort."
Li Zhimeng laughed softly and raised her white chin, "They say I am a strong woman, I am indomitable."
Wang Ge looked at her and remembered that this girl had just said happily that she was a universal believer, that birds of a feather flock together, and that she was also very powerful... Then he suddenly remembered that the name of her short video account was, [I is the best! 】.
Having experienced something like that, can you still be so confident now?
Wang Ge was curious, but he didn't ask. Instead, he shook his head and smiled, "You adjust your mood too quickly."
"Then I can't cry again." Li Zhimeng stuck out his tongue, "I couldn't help saying sad things and ruined the original good mood. It's already very bad."
She pursed her lips again towards the canteen not far ahead, "And I had already cried once before. To dwell on the sadness of the past is just a waste of self-consumption. With this time, I might as well think about what to eat later." Woolen cloth."
"...haven't you already eaten?" Wang Ge followed her words.
"What do you mean, you can't eat it again after you eat it?"
Li Zhimeng groaned, "If you're not in a good mood, of course you need to eat something sweet to replenish your energy!"
"Is there anything sweet in the cafeteria?"
"Of course there is. The rightmost window on the first floor is dedicated to selling desserts."
Li Zhimeng turned to look at Wang Ge, with a clear voice and a little willfulness in his tone, "It's all your fault for making me think of sad things. You want to treat me to food."
Wang Ge looked at her and smiled, "Okay, I'll treat you."
He didn't even notice that there was a hint of endearment in his tone.
……
The two people walked into the cafeteria, first went to the first floor to buy desserts, and then went to the second floor to buy rice - the food on the first floor was not as delicious as the food on the second floor.
At this time, there were not many people in the cafeteria, so the two of them found a place to sit down.
Wang Ge lowered his head to eat the fragrant barbecue rice, while Li Zhimeng used a small plastic fork to pick up a piece of cake Wang Ge bought for her and put it into her mouth.
A pair of big almond eyes curled up happily: "Oh~ so sweet!"
She divided half of it with a small fork and put it into Wang Ge's rice. "Brother, you can eat it too."
"Hey hey hey, what are you doing?"
Wang Ge looked at the small cake covered in cream and said dissatisfied, "The rice is all mixed with the cream."
"Hey hey hey."
Li Zhimeng smiled happily like a naughty child, "Try it, maybe it will taste better?"
Wang Ge gave her a helpless look and put the piece of cake into his mouth.
Li Zhimeng blinked his big eyes and asked, "How is it? Isn't it very sweet?"
"It's not bad." Wang Ge said casually, lowering his head to eat.
He was really hungry.
Li Zhimeng hummed and picked up the fork, enjoying the small cake Wang Ge bought for her.
There was a brief silence between the two. This silence was not an embarrassing silence, but a very comfortable and comfortable silence.
Soon, Li Zhimeng finished the small cake and stretched out his little tongue to lick the cream remaining at the corner of his mouth.
"It's really sweet."
She looked satisfied, "Sweets are really the greatest invention in the world. If there were no sweets, the world would definitely be destroyed, right?"
Seeing her like this, Wang Ge lowered his head and took a mouthful of food, thought for a while, and asked: "To be honest, I'm a little curious. That incident must be a big blow to you, right?"
"Yes."
"Then why have you turned into a common woman now?"
Wang Ge could see that Li Zhimeng just said that she was ordinary, and she was not just saying it. She now meant it. While she considered herself ordinary, she was also very confident.
He didn't ask because Li Zhimeng was in a bad mood just now, but now that he saw that Li Zhimeng had returned to his previous full of energy after eating the cake, he couldn't wait to ask the question.
In this fast-paced world, it is fascinating to get to know a person with great charisma like a cocoon.
"Uh, this... is actually related to the dark history I told you." Li Zhimeng whispered.
"Dark history?" Wang Ge thought for a moment, "The one about the name of your short video?"
"Uh-huh."
"Is there anything in this dark history that makes you sad?"
"No." Li Zhimeng waved his hand, "Dark history is a shameful thing."
"Come on, tell me." Wang Ge said with a hint of smile in his eyes, "You can make me happy this time, right?"
Li Zhimeng snorted, thought for a while, and said, "That's what happened after my sister passed away, and my academic ranking was dropped to behind twenty."
Wang Ge said "hmm", lowered his head to eat, and waited for her next words.
"I worked hard but couldn't get into the top ten. It was a big blow to me."
Li Zhimeng said with emotion, "At that time, I fell into deep self-doubt. I felt that I was really a waste and could not do anything well."
"After a period of time like this, my grades dropped again and again. I began to feel that this was not going to work, so I wanted to find something to comfort me."
"Then, my deskmate happened to have a horoscope book at that time."
"One time I was bored, so I opened it and took a look."
"I'm a Capricorn, so I'll just flip to the Capricorn sign."
"Then, I saw in the horoscope book that Capricorn girls are not very good at studying..."
"I forgot what was written on it specifically. Anyway, at that time, I felt that what was written in the horoscope book was exactly the same as mine. It must be too accurate."
As he said that, Li Zhi seemed to feel a little embarrassed and covered his little face with his hands: "By chance, I also rushed to the doctor because of my illness, so I started to believe in the zodiac signs and regarded them as my last life-saving straw."
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Chapter 149 Okay, this is very Chen Yanxi
"At that time, I really felt that the zodiac signs were very accurate and I had no doubts about them."
Li Zhimeng sighed, "Playing a lottery game, I want to see what Capricorn's fortune is today, and pick a time when the fortune is good. If I want to do something, I have to go before doing it. Let’s see if Capricorns are good at doing this. If it’s not suitable, I won’t do it.”
"The book says that Capricorns are not good at expressing themselves, so I rarely express my thoughts to people around me. The book also says that Capricorns can't stand being criticized the most, so when someone talks about me, I will be very loud. My friends didn’t understand why I was like this, so I told them as a matter of course, it’s because I’m a Capricorn and that’s the way I am.”
"My academic performance is still declining, but I will no longer be anxious about it, and I will no longer study seriously, because I am a Capricorn, and Capricorns are not good at studying. What can I do?"
Li Zhimeng seemed to really feel that that period was embarrassing. He kept covering his face with his hands when he said these words: "In this way, I feel at ease not to study, not to express, and not to accept criticism. .”
"After a period of time, my original friends began to stay away from me, and I didn't care, because the horoscope book said that Capricorns have to endure loneliness..."
Wang Ge felt funny when he heard it, and asked: "Then when did you discover that zodiac signs are actually unreliable?"
"...Peach Blossom Luck."
"Ah?" Wang Ge almost thought he heard wrong.
"Love luck!" Li Zhimeng repeated with helplessness on his face, "The horoscope book says that Capricorn's love luck is in mid-May. It is very likely that I will meet a partner worthy of a lifetime in mid-May. "
"...You don't really believe it, do you?"